Chapter 1505
“Shen Shu, tell me, or you teach me, how you are, how you made him fall in love with you? Can you teach me, can you?”
Looking at her humble appearance, at this point, she was not at all as dazzling as the Gaijin I had seen on the plane.
She begged me, her eyes tearing up, and I looked at her, feeling vaguely uncomfortable for a while, and after a long time, I spoke, “Leave him! Jane, do you remember the glowing version of yourself that you used to be? The one who laughed and laughed?”
She froze and looked at me blankly, “What?”
Pulling her along, I felt a bit of pain, “Do you remember how you looked when I first saw you? You had long blonde hair and delicate make-up, you were beautiful, the kind of beauty that makes you stunning, Gaijin, you are beautiful in your own right, you don’t have to deliberately try to emulate anyone, nor do you want to abandon yourself to be someone else, you are unique in your own right. The one who can be worthy of your love is the one who can make you shine, when you are with him, you are yourself, your best self, not the way you are now, you work so hard to learn from others, to make yourself like no one else, to make yourself hurt and suffer, how can he be worthy of your love? It’s not worth it.”
She looked at me blankly, a little overwhelmed, “But where can I go if I don’t love him anymore? He’s all I have now. What else can I do without him? We have a child, what can I do?”
How could a man turn a shining woman into this? I pursed my lips, I really felt sorry for her and spoke, “Gather Jane, each of us is an individual, as long as you are willing to live for yourself, you have many ways to make yourself shine, a child is not your excuse, the Gu family can take care of their children, what you need to think about is how to change yourself for the better and go back to the confident and beautiful person you used to be. ”
It can’t be denied that the only two things a woman can’t give up in this life is to keep making herself beautiful, how beautiful she can make herself, and the other thing is to make money and enrich her soul, no matter how hard life is, we can’t stop warming up our souls.
It’s not a distrust of love, it’s just that we both like it, we both love to become better for each other, not to wear each other down and torture each other.
I don’t know if my words can be heard by Jijian, but watching her get herself drunk and her mouth full of all the injustices Gu Han has done to her, after all these years, now he won’t even lie to Jijian anymore.
It’s funny how men are so desperate to remember and miss the ones they can’t have. The ones you get are never patiently cherished and loved, and in the end, the ones you love don’t get it, the ones you love are discouraged and leave, and you continue to suffer alone.
I’m not sure if he’s going to fall in love with Gao Jian one day, so I can only let Gao Jian live on her own, as long as she lives herself well, no matter who Gao Han loves, for her, it doesn’t really matter.
There are so many things to regret in life, what is it if you can’t be with the person you love so much and stay together? Life is a hundred years, you can’t live for love every year, right?
The companionship of loving each other is just not lonely when walking, but a lonely person, too, still has to walk forward on foot all the same.
Chapter 1506
I don’t know how much brandy she drank, but she ended up on the table with a drink in her mouth.
After helping her out of the bar, she and I ran into trouble. The capital is a nice city, but it doesn’t mean that we won’t get into trouble.
They were two drunken men, and when they saw me and Jane stumbling out, their mouths were not clean, “Yo, you’re all drunk out of your mind, and you’re still out drinking in the middle of the night, are you lonely? Why don’t you want me to keep you company? I’m sure you’ll be satisfied, eh?”
With that, dirty hands reached out towards us.
“Get your filthy hands off me!” Someone behind me spoke, a woman’s voice, stern.
I froze for a moment and looked back to see it was the ice-faced Lu Ke’er, her make-up was so thick, so thick and somewhat perverted that I couldn’t see any semblance of beauty, and she obviously wore a wig that didn’t quite fit.
When the two men saw it was her, they sneered out, “Ugly B*tch, don’t mind your own business, or don’t blame old man for being rude to you.”
At the two men’s insults, Lu Ke’er coldly grimaced, “You can try and see who really cares more about their rotten lives?”
The man frowned, hesitated, looked at us, then spat at Lu Ke’er and said, “F**k, just that kind of rotten woman, I’m sick of thinking about it now, forget it, let’s go, I’m too F**king lazy to bullSh*t with you.”
After saying that, the two men helped each other and left.
I watched the two men walk away and looked back at Lu Ke’er, only then did I notice the business card she was holding.
Without thinking carefully, I looked at her and said seriously and sincerely, “Thank you!”
She didn’t say much, she just said indifferently, “No, it’s better to come to such places less often.”
I looked at her and wanted to say, “Why are you here?
When I saw her handing the business card in her hand to the man entering and leaving the bar with a flattering smile on her face, I froze and subconsciously looked down at the card that had been casually thrown on the floor, on it was a picture of a S*xy woman, with a note of phone number and address, even the price was marked.
In the dim light, the person on that photo, I could see clearly, was Lu Ke’er herself, my heart fell empty for a moment, looking at her, opening my mouth, making myself as calm as possible and saying, “Are you very short of money?”
She pursed her lips, a flash of pain in her eyes, then said frankly, “Who is not short of money? There’s no way to live without it now, of course I’m short of money.”
Looking at her, I said, “You know, that’s not what I meant when I asked!”
She held her card, still stubborn, “It doesn’t matter, hurry up, there are a lot of drunks around here.”
Without leaving, I looked at her and spoke, “Is it because of the chemo?” She had to have chemotherapy for lung cancer, and once she did her hair fell out, her body got worse every day, and even her face would look worse and worse.
She wore such heavy make-up and a wig, she was a proud person at heart, even if she loved money, she couldn’t sell it like this, so there was only one possibility, she needed the money for chemotherapy badly.
She clutched the business card in her hand and looked at me with mock indifference and said, “My business is none of your business, go away and don’t get in the way of my business here.”
It seemed that it was true that she was sick, and that it was also true that she had lung cancer instead.
This woman’s pride, but also absolutely stubborn, looking at her I spoke, “You are surprisingly business, there is no reason to push customers out of the way, go, tonight you and I go!”