Chapter 1705
When Gu Han heard me say that, he actually really frowned and thought for a moment before continuing to speak again, “I think that it’s not that Fu Shen Yan has charmed you, but that you are originally a soft-hearted person, and that you stay by Fu Shen Yan’s side only because of sympathy, because of the child.”
Stubborn people have an unknown set of values in their psyche, those who are self-righteous and strong-tongued even so.
I straightened my expression and looked at him coldly, “You’ve never loved anyone, so how do you know if there’s love between us?”
“Maybe you should learn to care for yourself first? Stop it, Shu, there will be no future for Fu Shenyan and you.”
We looked at each other, and as we spoke, Gu Han tilted his head towards me again, and our eyes entwined even tighter.
It repulsed me from the bottom of my heart.
After seeing him in this castle last night and greeting those people as if nothing had happened, the sight of Gu Han again made my stomach flip subconsciously.
“Gu Han, do you really think you can manipulate other people’s lives? You said that Fu Shenyan and I wouldn’t last, so we couldn’t possibly last? The truth is, we have loved for ten years, and there will be a second and third decade in the future, and even if we separate, divorce and never see each other again, our hearts are together, and this, you can never appreciate.”
I looked at him with cold eyes, unabashedly showing mockery and contempt.
But Gu Han didn’t take it well, instead he leaned back and looked pleased with himself, “Xiao Shu, I’m thinking of you.”
The gentle and doting “Xiao Shu” came through, making my heart feel like it was being pulled by something for a moment.
It was still the same face, the same humble and gentle voice, the same Gu Han who had pulled me back from the hell of madness.
But he wasn’t him anymore.
Seeing my face, Gu Han looked as if he had succeeded in his mischief, his eyebrows raised upwards, and he took a sip from the coffee on the table.
Perhaps it was a great achievement for him to make me have a little mood swing.
“Gu Han, what exactly are you trying to do?” I frowned, my expression serious and grave, and the hand on my knee subconsciously clenched into a fist.
My intuition told me that the Gu Han of today was no longer the Gu family’s teenage boy who put me first in everything.
Gu Han ducked his head and avoided my eyes, slicing the omelette on his plate as if no one was watching, “Don’t look at me like that, in fact, we work well together, don’t we? Fu Shen Yan, should be looking for you soon.”
The heart abruptly sank downward, a bad premonition rising up in the heart.
That mobile phone …… is the one they deliberately asked me to call Fu Shen Yan to lure him over!
“Gu Han!” I slapped the table in anger, he deliberately abandoned me last night just to give me the opportunity to make that call.
What a good calculation.
This was the life-saver that I worried about day and night, going out of my way to turn against Fu Shenyan for him.
Gu Han ate his breakfast impassively, acting like nothing was wrong, but the words that came out of his throat were chilling, “On one side is you and your son, on the other are the two daughters at home, guess what he would choose?”
My mind instantly went blank as a myriad of thoughts raced outwards.
No matter how we choose, we will lose the people we hold dear. Even if Fu Shen Yan can make all the arrangements, this is still the country of M, and Fu Shen Yan’s power is out of reach, no different from throwing oneself into the net.
Chapter 1706
“Gu Han? Does it pain you to break up my family and torture me? Did you have to make me as unhappy as you before you would be happy?” I clenched my fists, my nails almost digging into my hands, but I couldn’t feel any pain.
The baby and Fu Shen Yan, no matter which one of them was wrong, I wouldn’t be able to live the rest of my life.
Gu Han’s face immediately sank, without any intention of retorting, as if he wanted to see what more pointed wording I could come up with.
I was not at all polite when it came to my beloved, looking at him condescendingly, my tone cold and bland, “I owe you, you take it back, even if it means taking this life of mine, it’s only right, because it’s a debt I owe myself, I admit it!”
“When Gao Jian and Xiao Doumi disappeared, even though Fu Shen Yan took many precautions against you, I was still willing to stand by your side, on the phone, your reminders to me were unclear, I knew there was danger, but I still willingly became a hostage, we have experienced life and death together, I never doubted your sincerity towards me.”
“Until just now, I didn’t believe you had anything to do with the child!”
“But what about you? What have you done? The woman who loved you so much is nowhere to be found, yet you got involved with this group of people of unknown origin, wasting your time to engineer revenge on Fu Shenyan, to pursue a love that I couldn’t possibly put on you?!”
I reached out and pointed at Gu Han, staring at him with a hatred I had never felt before, “You’re trampling on yourself! You’re also trampling on the trust between us! You’re trampling on all those who love you! You don’t deserve to be loved at all!”
“That’s my child, how can you bear to ……” I took a sharp breath to calm myself down, “If I could see the future, I’d rather die in that abandoned factory in the first place! I’d rather die in that abandoned factory than accept your self-righteous love!”
I couldn’t deny that I was gambling with Gu Han by saying this.
Even ants know how to live, so naturally people value their lives even more.
It’s just that I was so disappointed by Gu Han’s behaviour.
I always put my heart into it, but I was repeatedly trampled on.
Only Fu Shen Yan.
Fu Shen Yan is not an absolutely good person, but he is open and honest.
He treated me with sincerity and was careful to protect our hard-earned home.
Even if Fu Shen Yan was really evil, at least he had the righteousness in his bones and the courage to take responsibility.
Gu Han could never replace him for that reason alone.
“Didn’t you ask what it is about Fu Shenyan that fascinates me? I can answer you right now. I love Fu Shen Yan for his honesty and openness. Even when he suspected that his grandmother was the murderer who killed his parents, he never thought of hurting anyone important to me!”
I had not said these words in front of Fu Shen Yan, but after I said them, I felt more certain and secure than ever before.
I think it was my confidence that stung Gu Han’s eyes, and his kind face had been swept away, his face turned a little darker, and his eyes were filled with anger and hatred, “Really? He won’t hurt the people you care about? What about you? What about your son?”
“He knew full well that you valued your child above all else and that you would have put your life on the line if there was any possibility! The fact that you managed to be abducted by bodyguards and appear in front of me unharmed, all this was within Fu Shenyan’s plan long ago! He doesn’t care if you die or not, he only wants to achieve his own goal of revenge!”