Chapter 1937
I was a little lost in thought, and when I didn’t notice, Gu Han had already finished the meeting and walked in, “What are you looking at so intently.”
As he spoke, he was standing right in front of me, his eyes lowered, his eyes touched the contents of the browser display, then he smiled blandly and walked helplessly towards his desk, “You think it’s the same person?”
In one word, my suspicions were dashed.
I simply got up and walked over to him, sat down opposite him, clicked on the picture and handed my phone over, “Don’t you think it looks alike?”
Six years is enough to change a person’s appearance, but not to erase the traces left on his body.
Gu Han folded his legs and leaned back in his swivel chair, his gaze lingering as he stared at my face for a few seconds before he spoke lightly, “It does look similar.”
If he had acted evasively, I could have argued, but when he answered with such certainty, I suddenly didn’t know what to say.
Gu Han was affirming and denying at the same time.
He was sure that I looked almost exactly like Shen Shu, but that was the extent of the resemblance, not her after all, which was why he could comment so lightly.
Looking into his eyes, I suddenly realised that Gu Han had never mentioned his past life to me.
If he had been so close to Shen Shu, why was he engaged to me, who looked exactly like her?
“It’s time, I’ll take you out to eat today.”
Before I had time to think clearly, Gu Han had already gotten up and urged me to go out.
I subconsciously picked up my phone and followed him out obediently.
At that moment, I realised that when I faced Gu Han, I had become accustomed to accepting and avoiding all the topics that he did not want to delve into.
I got into Gu Han’s car and was about to set off when a black car suddenly braked sharply and blocked the way, but fortunately Gu Han reacted in time so as not to crash into it.
Fortunately, Gu Han’s reaction was timely, so he didn’t crash into it. “Drip -” Gu Han was very cultured and honked his horn to signal the other party to give way.
After about two minutes, the other party neither rolled down his window to apologise nor made any move, so Gu Han had to unbuckle his seat belt and go down to negotiate with the other party.
However, just as he knocked on the other party’s window, the black car suddenly accelerated and drove off with a whoosh.
This kind of unqualified behavior, even the good-tempered Gu Han could not help but frown, but he finally did not want to delay, watched the other party’s car disappeared in the exit, then turned around and got into the car.
I had something on my mind and didn’t ask too many questions. The journey was uneventful and I soon put this little episode behind me.
As soon as I sat down at the restaurant, Mo Fei Lin sent me a bunch of photos on WeChat.
All of them were taken when Shen Shu and she were together.
Of course, there were also some pictures of “Shen Shu” holding her two children. In the pictures, the woman had a happy and contented look on her face, and it was clear that her family was happy and well-loved.
“Still thinking about what you just said?” Gu Han tentatively observed my phone interface.
I simply handed the phone over a little, “Philine said these might help me recover my memory.”
Gu Han took the phone in his hand and flipped it from side to side for a moment, stopping at the picture of Shen Shu making a face while teasing the child, his eyes showing some delicate tenderness, “It looks like Shen Shu had a happy time with the child at the end.”
“Yeah.” I smiled lightly, “What mother and child aren’t happy together.”
Suddenly remembering something else, I asked Gu Han, “What about us, did we ever have children?”
Gu Han froze for a moment and pushed the phone off the table in front of me, “No, I tried, but you refused, maybe you don’t like kids.”
I don’t like kids?
But why do I feel that I still enjoy spending time with little meatballs.
Kids are so nice, innocent, no bad intentions, chubby and white, and just looking at them makes you feel better.
Did I really have a change of heart after a trip to a ghost’s gate?
Looking at the picture of Shen Shu and the child, I nodded absentmindedly, “Maybe …… Maybe so.”
Chapter 1938
It’s probably because of this that we were separated for so long when faced with a man like Gu Han.
When I think of this, I suddenly feel an extra twinge of guilt. If only I could have figured it out earlier, I might not have left each other at this age without children by our side.
It was unsettling, like a virus that had been implanted in me, and every cell in my body was fighting it, but I couldn’t help feeling sorry for myself.
I really didn’t want to be confused and looked over at Gu Han, “Gu Han, I want to see a psychiatrist.”
I’ve consulted with professional doctors before, but psychotherapy is mainly for patients with mental disorders. ”
The waiter happened to bring up the dishes, and only when he left did Gu Han continue, “Why do you suddenly remember this? Is something wrong? Don’t push yourself too hard.”
I thought for a moment and lowered my head a little, “I just want to find myself, I don’t want to keep living with another person’s shadow on my back.”
Gu Han smiled and didn’t answer, his eyes lowered in deep thought for a moment before he looked up and let go, “Since you’ve decided, I’ll support it, after we get back tonight, we’ll contact a psychiatrist, but I still say, don’t get your hopes up, we’ll have a long day.”
“Good.” I looked at him excitedly, it didn’t matter how small the chances were, as long as I could try, I wasn’t willing to lose even a second of my memory.
“Let’s eat.” Gu Han hooked his lips, a faint smile under his eyes.
……
The sky was already dark after eating, and it was foggy and drizzling with light rain.
It’s only early autumn, but the rain in the capital has been falling endlessly, which inexplicably makes people irritable.
I was walking back to the car, my hair was wet from the rain, and Gu Han was driving the car, slowing down and chatting with me from time to time.
As we drove out of the city and passed an intersection, Gu Han slammed on the brakes, but suddenly realised that no matter how hard he stepped on the car, there was no sign of it slowing down, instead it was going faster and faster.
Gu Han tried to pull the handbrake, but due to the speed of the car, he could not pull it up at all. The car was like an arrow that had left the string, and it sped out of control, crossing the red light in the blink of an eye.
Gu Han’s face sank, while desperately honking the horn to warn vehicles and pedestrians, while shouting, “Xiao Shu, the brakes are broken, I’ll try to control it, you jump out of the car, if it’s too late, it’ll be too late!”
By this time I had noticed the anomaly, the junction behind me was blocked by a dozen cars due to us forcing our way through, and the oncoming cars had noticed the excessive speed of the car and were all agile enough to dodge.
Clutching my seatbelt tightly, I tensed up, “No, I can’t leave you!”
Instead of being touched, Gu Han showed a fury he had never seen before, “I’ll let you run! You’re the one I saved with my life, I won’t let you be in danger!”
I didn’t have time to think about the implications of his words, so I gritted my teeth, pushed the door open and jumped headlong into the grass at the side of the road.
Luckily, the grass was soft and I was only slightly injured, nothing serious.
Thinking of Gu Han, who was still in the car, I hurriedly got up and chased the car in the direction it was going.