Chapter 2167
Fu Shen Yan’s massage movements paused, “It’s up to him.”
A moment of silence, and then suddenly changed the subject, “Another question, if today, we still have to face life and death, I and the child, can only choose one, who do you choose?”
Thinking he had something to say, his spirit instantly tightened, taking his hand down and turning it around, facing each other with all eyes, he said solemnly, “There won’t be that day.”
Fu Shen Yan smiled, hands across the waist, the whole circle me in the arms, smiling, “Suppose there is, the child or me, choose one?”
“Well ……” knowing he was joking, I relaxed a lot, shifting my body as I thought, causing Fu Shen Yan to swing around on the couch with me, “Choose the kids, they’re still young, there are endless possibilities for the future. We have already passed most of our life, it doesn’t matter if it ends now, if something happens to you, I will leave with you!”
At the end of the sentence, both hands were already unknowingly hanging on Fu Shen Yan’s neck, drooping like a pendant, blinking and begging for compliments.
This answer should be considered moderate, right? Although he chose the child, he was still with him in the end, there was nothing to be jealous of.
Fu Shen Yan, however, was not surprised at all, “Just as I thought.”
When he said this, the smile on his face faded and he said in a serious manner, “That’s exactly why Jun Yu had to leave, with him around, the Four Seasons could never put you first in their hearts.”
“Xiao Shu, it doesn’t matter what number I rank in your heart, but what you value, no matter what, has to value you equally, so that even if I’m not around in the future, you won’t be the second best choice for the children.”
What’s going on with this man ……, said the man with a sour nose.
Thinking of me, wanting everyone to put me first, not afraid of being complained about by the children themselves and becoming evil?
“But then, the four seasons will love you less.”
The tone of voice like coaxing a small child, gentle enough to pinch water, “The people who gave birth to me and raised me are loathing me, one or two more, it doesn’t matter at all, I just want you to be happy.”
“Why do you think so much about me ……” The voice took on a sobbing tone, as if the slightest movement could cause my tears to burst.
“I just don’t think it’s enough.” Fu ShenYan long sigh of relief, long arms around a circle, hug tighter, “because of me, Cheng JunYu has a full six years, the four seasons to steal from you, belong to you, I one by one, all will get back.”
The entire body was grinding in his arms, I didn’t dare to speak anymore, even my breathing was extra restrained.
I don’t know how long it took for my emotions to finally calm down, but I decided that it was better to use a little compromise to avoid Fu Shenyan really burying his heart with the four seasons.
I was just about to discuss this with Fu Shenyan when there was a knock on the door outside, “Knock knock -”
“Come in.”
As soon as the door opened, Four Seasons walked in.
“Daddy,mummy, are you ready for bed, can I talk to you guys?”
Sima Zhao’s heart was known to all, and needless to say, it was definitely for Cheng Jun Yu.
It’s the first time, apart from my own life plans, that Four Seasons has taken such an initiative for someone, and as an old mother, I really don’t know whether to cry or laugh.
It’s a long way to go to repair the relationship between mother and daughter!
Chapter 2168
These words were spoken in the eyes of Fu Shen Yan.
Although the family is usually peaceful and happy, there is no time for anxiety, but when something really happens, the children know in their hearts that taking care of their old father is the priority.
Fu Shen Yan acted calmly, calmly taking his hand away from my shoulder, sitting upright on the sofa, lifting his lips and saying, “Come and sit down.”
Four Seasons nodded and walked over to the sofa on Fu Shen Yan’s left and sat down, thinking in silence for a moment before having the courage to look up at him and speak in a broken voice.
“Daddy, mommy, the matter of the clubhouse was not well thought out, I did not inform you and mother in time to seek your opinions, I took the initiative, short-sighted, and gave you trouble, the whole thing was my idea from the beginning to the end, I will take full responsibility, I promise, in the future there will not be such a thing.”
The words were earnest and reflective, and it was clear that the Four Seasons had really learned from their mistakes.
But everything is rational, the Four Seasons is still young, technical mistakes, there are long days to carve out, despite, Fu Shen Yan is not the most important thing.
The psychological dependence on family members, the trust from the heart, the sharing of difficulties in times of trouble, the nature that should live in the bones of a child, perhaps long ago in so many years of mathematical and physical formulas, was worn away.
She analyzes problems rationally and finds the right answer that is pertinent and practical, but fails in the world of human affairs.
Fu Shenyan’s face was impassive, clearly not satisfied with this explanation.
In his eyes, the Four Seasons and An Xin are no different, all because I love the house, even if Cheng Junyu was once his best brother and ranked ahead of him in his daughter’s heart, it is still inexcusable.
For a good half day, Four Seasons and I were waiting for Fu Shen Yan to speak, but the atmosphere became a little bit awkward, and he didn’t even seem to have the intention to speak.
I didn’t want to spoil the child’s active enthusiasm and was about to speak up, but Fu Shen Yan held me down with his hand without moving, his brow slightly furrowed, signaling me not to cause him any trouble.
“Since you know you’re wrong, just correct it properly in the future, papa and mama believe you can do it right.” Fu Shen Yan’s tone was extremely cold, with no intention of bringing up Cheng Jun Yu at all.
But some things, even if they are not mentioned, are still tacitly agreed to exist in everyone’s heart.
“Cheng Junyu” is like a subtle rope hanging between them, both father and daughter, both of them quietly using their strength, invisible and untouchable, but neither of them refuses to let go first.
“Hmm.” Siji nodded, swallowing hard, clearly wanting to make one more effort for her trusted benefactor, but looking at Fu Shenyan’s unapproachable look, she didn’t know how to speak.
This stifling atmosphere was really gagging, and I couldn’t stand to watch it, so I pretended to get up and walk towards the wine cabinet, “Want a drink? You’ll sleep better at night?”
“Yeah.” Fu Shen Yan responded indifferently.
Taking off two tall glasses and opening the wine, sometimes still on their father and daughter in the living room, he said to himself, “The four seasons are still young, ask sister-in-law Zhang to brew a glass of hot milk later, don’t drink the wine.”
“Got it mum.” Four Seasons’ voice was very small, only barely audible from where I was, perhaps when facing Fu Shen Yan alone, she was more or less as stressed as Zhi An was.