Thanks to him, she has experienced a completely different life this month than before.
For the first time, she felt so clearly that her life was her own.
She could have her own joys and sorrows, and could enjoy such beautiful scenery with such abandon ……
This feeling was something she had never experienced before.
From the moment she was born, she was destined for this life to exist only to guard Missy of the Mo family.
As long as she lived, nothing could happen to Nian Xiaomu.
She grew up with Nian Xiaomu and had long since gotten used to it, hiding in the shadows, being a shadow that no one could find.
Little Mu was very good to her.
So good that even without the family’s mission, Tan Beng Beng was willing to give everything to protect her.
Just like when they were in danger as children, it was clear that she was the dark guard, but Nian Xiaomu would always stand in her way and tell her to run ……
Tan Beng Beng guards her, willingly.
But it’s not that she hasn’t thought about what kind of life she would have led if she hadn’t been born into the Tan family, or if the Tan family hadn’t been the guardian family of the Mo family? What kind of people would she have known?
Wouldn’t she have been like an ordinary girl, studying as she should, anxious and studying all night for an upcoming exam?
Or will she secretly have a crush on someone, clutching a small note with a love message in between classes, hesitating to muster the courage to go up and confess ……
There are always people who say that they are most afraid of going through life without doing anything, but they comfort themselves with the fact that being ordinary is valuable.
The most enviable thing is that those who can be worried about ordinary things are the ones who are worried about small things.
She had actually lived that kind of time too.
In the Tan family, when she and her brother were both very young.
Her brother was a bit older than her and always liked to protect her.
Letting her have everything.
When she was a child, she studied medicine and science, and there was so much knowledge that she couldn’t remember it.
Her brother always secretly handed him cheat sheets during exams, or carried her punishment when she was punished.
And then there was the time when she fled to H City with Nian Xiaomu and lived as an ordinary doctor.
She had also lived that ordinary and quiet life.
Sometimes she wondered if she should tell Nian Xiaomu about those painful pasts and let her go back for revenge if she couldn’t remember the past for the rest of her life.
Or should she just leave it at that, keep her and watch her live happily ever after ……
The gears of fate, always turning silently.
The only thing that Tan Beng Beng imagined in her life that she didn’t expect was the appearance of Qi Yan.
He saved her.
Although there had been that twinge of hate in her heart when she knew he had ruined her innocence.
There had been anger when he had bullied her.
But this month of living at ease was something she had never experienced at all in her life.
She didn’t have to be nerve-wrackingly careful about anything.
Every day she woke up and only had to worry about what Qi Yan was going to come up with to torment her again.
Accompanying him to the herb garden to pick herbs.
Tidy up the house for him and cook for him ……
The seemingly simple life made her feel more at peace than ever before.
If she wasn’t Tam Bam Bam, she might also want to stay on that island for the rest of her life, picking herbs and fishing.
Listen to the tide, watch the sun rise and set, and live out her life in peace and tranquillity ……
Unfortunately, there are no what-ifs in life.
She has her own mission.
Just like sunrise and sunset, there is a pattern.
Everyone’s life has its own track ……
And she is destined to live and die for Nian Xiaomu.