Lu Yuan then followed Zhou Yun unhurriedly.
He followed him all the way to the school’s mirror lake, a very quiet place where there were a few bushes that blocked the view, and his gaze crossed the wide mirror lake and he could see the vague silhouettes of people in the distance.
Zhou Yun sat down here facing the mirror lake, before carefully taking out the vanilla ice cream she had just bought and eating it in small bites.
Lu Yuan was not far behind her at the moment, and when he saw Zhou Yun like this, he couldn’t help but shake his head in his heart. Alas, although this girl was born into poverty, she didn’t have the toughness of a child from a poor family.
Looking at her, 200 yuan should not be a small amount of money for her.
But instead, it was used to buy an ice cream that was less than the size of a palm.
Zhou Yun was seen carefully licking a few mouthfuls of the ice cream and carefully placing it on the grass next to her.
Then she saw her arms crossed, hugging her shoulders, lowering her head, her hair scattered like a curtain of beads, and after a while, Lu Yuan saw her shoulders trembling slightly.
He could not help but be stunned, why did he feel as if he was crying?
Lu Yuan was wondering when he saw Zhou Yun suddenly kneel on the ground and start kowtowing.
Lu Yuan was even stranger, this girl couldn’t be having a problem with her nerves, could she?
Yes, there must be something wrong with her nerves, otherwise why didn’t she say a word when the three girls were bullying her, and never said a word from the beginning to the end?
Besides, a normal person wouldn’t buy such expensive food to eat when they are poor.
Now she was kneeling and kowtowing, and her behaviour pattern was all very strange.
There was really no other reason to find other than insanity.
Lu Yuan heaved a sigh in his heart, alas, such a good looking girl, but she was a psychopath.
Forget it, let’s just go.
Thinking that, Lu Yuan turned around and was about to leave.
Unexpectedly, at this moment, Zhou Yun suddenly got up from the ground and walked straight towards the mirror lake.
At first, Lu Yuan thought that this girl was mentally ill and behaved differently from normal people, so he didn’t care, but as he watched, Zhou Yun walked farther and farther, deeper and deeper, and kept walking towards the centre of the mirror lake, at this moment, the water was almost into her head, but this girl didn’t show the slightest sign of stopping.
Suddenly, an unsettling thought flashed through Lu Yuan’s mind, “Could it be that this girl is going to commit suicide?
There was no one around, it was so quiet, she had deliberately found this place?
It was too late to think about it, Lu Yuan couldn’t possibly watch her drown like this, so he jumped into the water with a thud and crawled on his hands and knees to Zhou Yun’s side.
“Let go of me! Let go of me!”
Who would have thought that Zhou Yun would not cooperate at all, pushing Lu Yuan away while continuing to walk towards the middle of the lake.
Lu Yuan paid no attention to what she was doing and endured being scratched by her, dragging and hugging her and rescuing this nun to the shore.
“Why did you save me, why didn’t you let me die?!”
Although she was rescued, Zhou Yun looked agitated, glaring at Lu Yuan with an annoyed gaze, which seemed to have grumbling and sulking in it.
Lu Yuan was dumbfounded, it turned out that a pretty girl was so pretty even when she was angry.
Zhou Yun’s hair was damp and water drops were slowly dripping from her bangs, her face was a mixture of tear and water marks, looking like spring rain and pear blossoms.
Her eyes were originally smoky, even when she was looking at people normally, they had a natural literary style.
But as soon as Lu Yuan heard her words, his mind exploded.
And couldn’t help it.
“Yes, why should I save you, why shouldn’t I let you die!” Lu Yuan was also angry, not because Zhou Yun disliked himself, but for this series of Zhou Yun’s actions, “You also have parents, have you ever thought about what your parents would think if you killed yourself, have you ever thought about their feelings!”
“Your parents have worked so hard to raise you and pay for your education, and you died before you could repay them, are you ashamed of them!”
“And ah, look at you, greedy mouth, love of vanity, see your family is not rich, why do you buy such expensive Haagen-Dazs to eat ah, you spend money so generously, does your family know! Have you ever thought about how hard it is for your parents to earn money!”
In one breath, Lu Yuan poured out all that he wanted to say in his heart.
Originally, Lu Yuan thought that if he said these words in such a rant, Zhou Yun would be even more annoyed and angry, and would even yell at himself.
However, what he did not expect was this.
As he listened, Zhou Yun’s eyes suddenly turned red, and in a flash, his tears were like a flood of tears.
“You are not allowed to talk about my parents, you are not allowed to talk about them ……”
Zhou Yun no longer look at Lu Yuan, and hugged his shoulders again, lowered his head and cried, his shoulders shaking more than just now.
“What’s wrong with me eating Häagen-Dazs once, what’s wrong with me eating Häagen-Dazs once ……” Zhou Yun sobbed while choking, “I’m going to die, I’m going to leave this world, before I die, I’ll eat Can’t I have Häagen-Dazs!”
“Why do all of you have to accuse me, Ai Jing and the girls scolded me for being vain, the students who gathered around also accused me of being vain, and you are now saying that I am greedy for pleasure, but I am not like that at all, I eat the cheapest food in the canteen every day, sometimes I even just hit a bit of white rice and eat it soaked in soy sauce, I am afraid that people will laugh at me, I don’t dare to eat like that in the canteen, and I don’t dare to go back to So I hid the soy sauce here and came here to eat it every day after I had eaten white rice!”
As he said that, Zhou Yun suddenly reached into the bushes next to him and actually took out a half-eaten bottle of soy sauce.
“I’m not the kind of person you guys are talking about, I’ve never bought nice clothes, never used cosmetics, no furry dolls, no bags or jewellery, things girls like, I’ve never had any, and I’ve never coveted these things, I’ve never eaten anything nice, I’ve never even had snacks… …”
“But I’m a girl too, I like these things too, I have cravings too, I thought today, I’m going to die, I’ll eat Haagen-Dazs for once, I’ll taste it, so I won’t be sorry when I die, can’t I, why are you guys talking about me, why are you accusing me …… ooooooooo ……”
At this point, Zhou Yun finally couldn’t hold back and cried out in mourning.
She was already extremely thin and weak, and at this point she cried, as if she was a thin piece of paper in the wind, as if she might be blown away at any moment and blown away from this world.
Lu Yuan was frozen.
This girl was so pitiful, so miserable.
Yes, for dying so that she could have a bite of what she had always wanted to eat, how tearful the words were.
And such things, those rich students, could eat anytime.
Lu Yuan thought again that when she was at the Haagen-Dazs shop in front of the school, this girl’s heart was already suicidal. It was such a girl who was desperate to kill herself in her heart, yet she had to endure the humiliation and scolding of those three girls, the lack of understanding and blank stares from the surrounding crowd.
She had to endure the accusations of her own so-called justice.
This was even more painful for her, I’m afraid.
In his heart, Lu Yuan could not help but blame himself. Yes, he was too reckless, and this girl did not look like the kind of girl who was greedy for pleasure.
The girl didn’t look like the kind of girl who wanted to enjoy herself, either. Looking at the Häagen-Dazs on the grass, there was still a lot left.
Yeah, she didn’t really want to eat it, she just wanted a taste of Haagen-Dazs, just to die without regrets.
Just like a poor peasant girl on her deathbed, she only wanted to wear a brocade robe once, even if she only wore it for a few minutes before taking it off, she had no regrets.
For a moment, Lu Yuan’s heart suddenly ached so much.
“I’m sorry.”
Lu Yuan took out a tissue and handed it to Zhou Yun, “But why did you kill yourself, how sad would your parents be if they knew?”
“I grew up without a father, only a mother.”
Slowly, Zhou Yun’s mood stabilised a little, perhaps seeing that Lu Yuan was a little different from the others, not looking down on himself like the others.
This made Lu Yuan’s heart ache a little more, so it was a single parent family.
“But, you also think about your mother’s feelings.” Lu Yuan said again.
“I know, I know that if I die, my mother will be very sad, very sad ……” Zhou Yun suddenly burst into tears again, crystal tears sliding down both cheeks, “But, I can’t help it, I only have this one way to die, only if I I have just kowtowed to my mother before jumping into the lake, mother, my daughter is unfilial, I can’t support you, I’m sorry, I’m sorry ……”
The desperation on Zhou Yun’s face increased a few more points as she spoke, and her tears were even more flooded and gurgling.
The first time I remembered that before Zhou Yun jumped into the mirror lake, she did kneel on the ground and kowtowed in one direction. At that time, I only thought that this girl was a psychopath and behaved strangely, but I didn’t expect that she was actually kowtowing to her mother before committing suicide.
Thinking of this, Lu Yuan’s heart blamed itself.
“There’s nothing in the world that can’t be stepped over.” Lu Yuan couldn’t help but feel a lot of sympathy for Zhou Yun in his heart, “What difficulties have you encountered, ah, say it out, maybe I can help you solve it.”
This time, Lu Yuan was serious.
It could be said that it was much more serious than helping Qin Jiu’er.
When Lu Yuan helped Qin Jiu’er, it was only out of a kind of moral obligation.
Now, when Lu Yuan wanted to help Zhou Yun, it was a kind of pampering that welled up in his heart.
There was also a kind of indefinable guilt.
Yes, this girl is a very good girl, listen to what she just told, is a self-improvement strong girl, but he just misunderstood her so Avray, and just now he almost walked away.
When he thought about it, Lu Yuan was still scared in his heart, if he had really walked away just now, this girl might have really succeeded in killing herself.
“You, you can’t help me.”
Zhou Yun finally looked up at the boy in front of him.
This boy was quite good looking, and his gaze had a sincerity that was different from the others.
For Zhou Yun, who was used to Ai Jing’s cold and blank eyes, Lu Yuan’s gaze made her feel very warm.
But looking at Lu Yuan’s clothes, Zhou Yun also understood that Lu Yuan was similar to herself, an ordinary poor student.
And the difficulties she was experiencing were so great that even if she told him, it would be useless.
Moreover, if the boy came to help himself on impulse, it might also be harmful to him.
“You tell me, you believe me, really.” Lu Yuan smiled as he looked into Zhou Yun’s eyes and said again.
Lu Yuan had also guessed what Zhou Yun was thinking, which was understandable, after all, how would this ninny know that she had come across a handy man?