Chapter 1175
I shook my head, trying to be as decent to each other as possible, “It’s okay, I’ve experienced things like this before when I was bringing up Four Seasons, every time she cried, I didn’t know how to coax her except for breastfeeding, both being first time mothers, I was at a loss too.”
She froze, probably not expecting me to say this, for a moment she slightly bowed her head and pursed her lips, seemingly suppressing her emotions, for a long time before she smiled bitterly and said, “I used to think that as long as I gave birth to him, everything would be fine for me, but after I gave birth to him, it seemed like I had nothing, and then I had everything.”
A mother who has given up so much for her child, and has more because of her child.
Going to purse her lips, she smiled lightly and spoke, “Don’t worry, you’ll have more!”
She froze, a little confused as to what I meant and looked at me a little confused.
I didn’t explain much, seeing that she had coaxed the baby, I left my jacket with her and spoke, “You came in a hurry, you shouldn’t have taken much care of yourself, I’ll go back and pack some warm clothes to come over, it’s cooling down these days.”
She hmmed and looked at me for a long time before she spoke in a raw voice, “You were …… to him.”
“A friend!” I spoke, decisive and sharp, looking at her, “I have a family of my own, you don’t have to treat me like an imaginary enemy, I want you to be good from the heart just hope.”
She looked at me and bit her lip, “Shen Shu, thank you!”
I shook my head and smiled lightly, “You don’t have to thank me, I owe him all of this.”
When I got out of the hospital and got into the car, I was still clogged in my heart, how deep is a man’s obsession with love? One can go out of one’s way to ignore one’s wife for the sake of love.
From the villa, I packed some warm clothes, and everyday items, and made another trip to the restaurant to order some nutritious food to take with me.
To the door of the ward.
I could hear the sounds of tearing hearts, children’s and women’s, and Gu Han’s angry accusations from inside.
Gu Han’s ward was a senior ward, so he had one room to himself, and Sister Liu didn’t seem to be in it.
“Okay, I won’t get in your way, I won’t pester you, I don’t want anything, I’ll go!” Gathering Jane tore her heart out, then opened the door, seeing me, she froze for a moment, wiped her face dry with tear marks, her anger did not dissipate, looked at me regardless and shouted, “Seeing this, are you satisfied?”
As I watched her leave in tears, I looked towards the ward, the baby was still crying in the pram, her voice was hoarse from crying, Gu Han was sullen, the anger on his face was still there.
I pursed my lips and carried my things in, setting everything out in silence.
The child in the stroller was held in my arms and coaxed as I had coaxed the four seasons back then. After all, it was not the mother who coaxed, as long as she held it in her arms.
After a long time of coaxing, the little one finally stopped crying, until a pair of watery eyes looked at me, seemingly in a daze.
Sister Liu came in, probably just now when the quarrel, she is out, after all, is a family of three quarrel, so she can not stay.
At this point, she came in and looked at me. I handed her the baby in my arms and spoke, “Mrs. Gu might be downstairs, can you help me send these down? She may not have had a bite to eat, tell her to love her body no matter what.”
Sister Liu froze, took the baby and brought down all the food I had brought with me.
Chapter 1176
I am not a person who is good at reasoning, but at this time I felt that if I did not say something, I would regret it later, and so would Gu Han.
So, after a moment of silence, I said, “Six years ago, when I saw Gao Jian in the cabin, it’s been so many years, but I still remember the scene so well. She was very angry at me for bumping into her, but after listening to my apology, she didn’t say much. I thought at the time, “How can there be such a beautiful girl in this world? I could always call her!”
Gu Han looked at me with a questioning look in his eyes, as if he didn’t understand why I was suddenly talking about the past.
I continued, “That day I was going to meet Fu Shen Yan, meeting her was an accident, this girl stunned me, after all these years, I still remember how beautiful Gao Jian was that day.”
Looking at Gu Han, I sighed and spoke, “Do you know what kind of emotions I felt when I saw Gao Jian today? I don’t know how her parents would feel when they saw her, but I think they must have been heartbroken, that’s the girl they held in their hearts, how could she be like that after only six years of being handed over to you?”
He frowned and his words were a little sharp, “I gave her what I had to give her, I couldn’t give the rest and I won’t.”
I smiled lightly, “Do you mean the so-called money?”
I burst out laughing for a moment and looked at him, “Gu Han, look at the difference between me and six years ago?”
His eyes fell on me and he spoke, “More composed!”
I nodded, “I left Fu Shen Yan for five years and lived in Huai’an, those were the most ordinary and beautiful days I’ve ever had, I had four seasons, I had something to look forward to, although I didn’t have much money, I lived comfortably, then Fu Shen Yan came looking for me, he took me back to the capital, everything was fine, he was different from you, what he could give and couldn’t give, he gave me, I left the capital, not because I didn’t love him I left the capital, not because I didn’t love him, or because he didn’t give me enough, but simply because I couldn’t let go of what had happened, but that didn’t mean there would be no future for us. I thought I had suffered the most in this half of my life, but when I saw Jijian, I realized that I was very happy. Everything between me and Fu Shenyan was an accident, but you and Jijian are different. your heart and love to your own children and wife, you should know better than I do, we are only friends, now and then, but Gai Jane is your wife, the mother of your children, in this life, the more you love her, the happier you will be, how much you hurt her now, later these wounds will reverberate ten times a hundred times over for the rest of your life.”