Chapter 1563
My first child, the moment he suffocated, the tearing pain that struggled in the small of my back, I still feel it to this day.
I hid the information from Fu Shen because I was afraid to face this situation.
Sitting on the bed, I almost experienced an out-of-body experience, going back to the moment of my miscarriage and experiencing that despair and suffocation once again.
A familiar warmth came from my wrist, and when I looked back, I bumped into Fu Shen’s gentle, affectionate gaze.
He was half-kneeling on the edge of the bed and was taking my hand and playing with it in his hands, his dark eyes looking earnestly at me.
“I know that you are worried that it won’t work, that it will be a waste of effort, and that those who don’t know any better will suddenly jump out and hurt you and the baby again, but, Shu, don’t be afraid, think of when I saved you from death, think of your aunt’s words, with me, with us, God won’t treat you badly again, this time, it won’t fail, just think of it as for me. Try again, okay?”
I looked at his face, not quite able to tell if Fu Shen really needed a child that badly, but he convinced me of one thing.
God would not fail me a third time, every woman should have the right to be a mother, and even if fate had gotten in the way, it was time to end it.
After thinking it over, I changed my clothes, asked Sister Zhang to look after the four seasons for me, and drove with Fu Shen to the first hospital in the capital.
Fu Shen didn’t need a driver, he drove himself and I sat in the passenger seat.
At the hospital, I met Professor Zhuang, who only had a floor plan on some degree. His hairline was a bit high, he was wearing a white coat and smelled of sterile water, but it didn’t affect his easy-going face at all.
After a brief enquiry, Professor Zhuang asked me to go with Fu Shen for a physical examination first.
The only thing that Fu Shen needed was a s*men test, while I had almost all of the important gynecological tests done. In addition to the basic gynecological tests, it also included a routine blood analysis, a diagnostic scraping, a basic endocrine hormone measurement and an anti-sperm antibody test.
Professor Zhuang looked at my medical record book for a long time, and finally took off his glasses, his expression serious, “Miss Shen?”
“Yes.” I grabbed Fu Shen’s hand, just waiting for the professor to open his mouth had already made my palms tense with cold sweat, without grabbing him, I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, I would cry out indefensibly.
“The situation is a bit complicated, you have miscarried twice, both times after the child was formed, due to the artificial accidental miscarriage, the child struggled in the abdomen for too long, it is very harmful to your uterus, whether you can successfully stimulate super ovulation first, now your uterus, for the time being, can not meet the environmental standards for embryo survival ……”
Although the diagnosis was expected, I couldn’t help but swallow my saliva, and only after a long time did I speak with a sobbing voice, “So, Professor Zhuang, do you mean that even with IVF, I don’t stand a chance?”
My voice was getting smaller and smaller, the last of my sobs couldn’t even be concealed, and I don’t know how I managed to finish the question.
It was only at this moment that I felt once again how strong my desire to be a mother was. I used to know that even if my chances of getting pregnant were slim, at least they were there, but now that I was declared to have zero chance, I didn’t feel sad, but I felt like my whole heart had died.
Chapter 1564
Hope is a kind of faith, unseen and untouchable, but one that can sustain one’s efforts to live.
I unconsciously gripped Fu Shen’s hand as if this was the only way to gain strength and maintain my apparent calm.
The buzzing roar swirled in my ears, and a second before I felt about to suffocate, Professor Zhuang’s hoarse but gentle voice rang out, “That’s not true, there are no absolutes in everything.”
He paused, put the medical records on the table and looked at me patiently and kindly, “Mrs. Fu, I have been researching IVF for nearly thirty years and have encountered many difficult situations. Can you understand?”
Although Professor Zhuang said this, I still couldn’t tell how much comfort there was in it, so in order to reassure Fu Shen, I nodded blankly.
Professor Zhuang saw this and nodded before looking at Fu Shen next to him, “Mr. Fu, what do you mean? You know, I have an international exchange project in three months and my time in China is very tight. If Mrs. Fu’s condition is confirmed to be taken over by me, then I will immediately call a meeting with my assistants to discuss the treatment plan.”
We went in and out of the office several times and saw many patients waiting in the corridor, probably for Professor Zhuang, so it was easy to understand that he was in such a hurry to determine whether to take over.
It is not difficult to understand why he was so anxious to confirm whether he would take over. A doctor of this calibre is on the same level of treatment as a national treasure, and everywhere he goes he is surrounded by stars.
The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of services to the public.
He took my hand and gave me a deep look before speaking to Professor Zhuang, his voice earnest, “I’m counting on you.”
Hearing his voice, I frowned and inclined my head at him, and for a moment, I felt like a devout believer, and Professor Zhuang was the god.
Fu Shen had always been the pride of the heavens, born to a high destiny, and at this moment in this room, in my eyes, he suddenly morphed into an ordinary man, putting his posture to the lowest level so that we could have children of our own.
But somehow, looking at him like this, my nervousness was immediately relieved, and this instant image of Fu Shen was more than a star and a half taller than waving a finger at the mall.
“I should.” Professor Zhuang did not have any unnecessary small talk, turned his head and picked up a pen to write medicine on the prescription list, quickly filled a list, tore it off and handed it to Fu Shen with a much more serious look, “I have an understanding of Mr. Fu’s identity, but I still have to say one more thing, since Mrs. Fu is my patient, she only needs to use the medicine according to my prescription for the next two months, she must not You must not use other medicines in a hurry, and I hope that you two will take this to heart.”
I listened and nodded my head, not only because Professor Zhuang was an elder, but also because his professionalism was irresistibly convincing. As a specialist, he could have simply advised on treatment within the scope of his duties, but he clearly saw the hardship of preparing for pregnancy and used his professionalism to remind us to avoid the risk of conflicting pharmacology.