Chapter 1901
When he heard me call him that, Gu Han’s eyes flashed with surprise for a moment, but soon, those gentle eyes were red with tears.
It was as if he had been waiting for the name “fiancé” for a long time, and it had only just come true.
Or rather, it was more like a test for me.
After a few moments, Gu Han straightened his expression and gave way to the doctor and nurse who had been standing by, “Doctor, do a detailed examination on her.”
I frowned in shock, with an indescribable feeling in my heart.
After being in a coma for days, to call out to her fiancé, who had stuck by her bed and never left her, wasn’t that worth being overjoyed, but by the way he was acting, it seemed more of a surprise than a surprise.
The doctor was not surprised, and calmly arranged a series of tests and tossed around for a morning before coming up with a conclusion that was not very constructive.
“According to the examination results, Ms. Shen Shu, your body functions are still relatively well recovered, but due to the lack of oxygen for too long in that accident at that time, resulting in partial memory loss ……”
The brain was blank and I was inexplicably irritable. I was not interested in exploring the doctor’s words, so I just kept my head down and fiddled with my fingers.
I didn’t sit idle for the few hours of the examination, facing various machines and constantly trying to remember the first half of my life with little success, frustration lingering as if to remind me that living like this was incomplete.
“Let’s talk outside.” Gu Han called the attending doctor to the door and the two closed the window, talking seriously about the condition, occasionally looking through the glass window in the door panel at me in the hospital bed, as if the situation was tricky.
The nurse next to me who was preparing to serve my medicine was extraordinarily excited, “Miss Shen, you’ve finally woken up, you’ve been lying down for three years, Mr. Gu has been guarding you for six years, rain or shine, you don’t know, many people in our hospital treat Mr. Gu as a male god, but Mr. Gu only has eyes for you, we ah, only have envy.”
When mentioning Gu Han, the young girl’s face reddened to the naked eye.
Our age was indeed much more mature compared to young nurses, but this was the time when men were most attractive, and it was Gu Han who was gentle and affectionate, and there were probably only a few more private crushes, apart from this nurse.
I don’t know why, but when a woman feels that her fiancé is coveted, even if she doesn’t scream like a shrew and swear sovereignty, there should be at least a tinge of sorrow in her heart, but I was calm and even smiled with relief, sincerely happy that Gu Han was liked.
A few moments later, Gu Han walked in again, his handsome and modest face making him easy to get along with, but the feeling of insecurity in his heart grew stronger.
After dismissing the nurse, he sat down on the edge of the bed and expertly poured a glass of warm water for me.
I took it, clasped it in my hand to warm it, looked up and asked, “Are we really engaged?”
He did feel familiar to me, but it always seemed like there was something missing, something that hadn’t risen to the level of intimacy of a couple.
Feelings can’t fool people, if Gu Han is really my fiancé, but why did I not have any mood swings of jealousy for him at all?
Gu Han smiled faintly, “You think I’m lying?”
“You ……” The scene of this man waiting day and night suddenly flashed in my ears, suddenly there was a trace of intolerance, the words that came to my lips swallowed again, I hurriedly shook my head and changed my words, “No, perhaps something has changed, our relationship has gone wrong, otherwise, I should ……”
Chapter 1902
It was only an engagement, but Gu Han stood by me for six years when I needed care the most, and called it affectionate. At least I can be sure that he would not hurt me or seek to profit from me.
I have no strong feelings for him, perhaps simply because, once upon a time, our feelings faded.
After all, we are all in our thirties, where there is still a roaring love-hate.
“That’s right, in the past we were too young, made a lot of misunderstandings and almost missed each other, but after all these experiences, we can still keep each other’s side, maybe it’s because the heavens can’t even see past it and want to give us another chance, in that case, we should also obey fate and start all over again.” Gu Han’s eyes narrowed slightly, his expression gentle and doting, and he extended his hand towards me, “Can you give me a chance to take good care of you for the rest of your life?”
Is this, like, a confession?
His smile was so sincere that all my defensive concerns disintegrated in an instant, and I took his somewhat rough hand in my hands in a confused manner and nodded with a smile, “Mm.”
……
The doctor finally approved the discharge after half a month of recovery treatment in the hospital.
It was early autumn and the weather was pleasant.
I was wearing a soft jacket with a hospital gown underneath and sat in Gu Han’s passenger seat.
My hair had grown to shoulder length and it was a little uncomfortable being wrapped in the jacket, so when I stopped for the red light, I smoothed it all out and brushed it behind my ears.
The red light was a bit long, and I couldn’t resist the loneliness, so I rolled down the window curiously and looked around, feeling familiar and unfamiliar, “I used to be very unwell, didn’t I? I must have been in and out of hospital a lot, it feels like I’ve walked this road many times.”
“Hmm.” Gu Han turned his head, locked eyes with me for a couple of seconds and moved away again, “I didn’t take care of you before, I won’t anymore, I won’t leave you alone.”
I always felt that there was something in his words, and when I tried to look deeper, he didn’t seem to have any intention of going on, so I had to give up.
At that moment, a stretch Lincoln stopped next to him, a luxurious and noble thing that always makes people look at it more than once.
But the window of the Lincoln suddenly rolled down, accompanied by a milky voice, “Fascist! No honor, I don’t want to see you again! Humph! ……”
There was something inexplicably cute about a childish tone of voice saying the meanest words.
Immediately afterwards, a little boy, five or six years old, was seen poking his head out of the window of the Lincoln, reaching out and climbing onto the window, about to fight his way out of the car.
The little boy had a fleshy face and some baby fat, but his hair was extraordinarily well-pressed and mature, with a striped suit, like a little gentleman, and his stubborn little eyes were very soulful, naturally worthy of the Lincoln’s reserve.
Seeing half of him crawl out, I inexplicably tensed up along with him.
Suddenly, a long, white hand rose up behind him and grabbed the little boy by the collar, carrying him like a little chicken, and easily imprisoning him in his arms.
But the little boy looked at me with wide, black grape eyes, “Mummy!”
The man who was holding him swept me a slow, deliberate glance, and then turned his face away without moving, “Murong Zhi’an, in your intellectual opinion, what kind of woman can your father see in me?”
This man is particularly handsome on the outside, his features seem to be carefully carved out of art, especially the pair of deep eyes, like a deep spring, one more look will be swallowed up, full of temptation, but also crisis.
For some reason, my heart sank a little, and I couldn’t breathe.