Chapter 2011
As for Fu Shen Yan, his gaze was like a torch, following his figure until Murong Zhuan disappeared by the door, before his eyes gradually became vacant, seemingly caught up in his own thoughts.
The eyes are the easiest way to reveal a person’s heart.
Perhaps Fu Shenyan had to pretend to have amnesia like I did for some unknown reason, but I have to say that his acting skills were so poor that he repeatedly revealed himself.
Suddenly, I wanted to tear off his disguise and see what secrets were hidden under the mask.
“Fu Shen Yan.” I called out.
Fu Shenyan subconsciously twisted his face, his thick eyebrows furrowed in confusion with his expression.
“From refusing to let you leave your job, to showing kindness at your door, don’t you doubt my words and Shen Yu’s at all? Maybe the Murong family simply values you so much that they can’t let you go.” I looked him in the eye and asked seriously, “Maybe at all I’m the one who is guilty of being an alarmist and ruining your relationship with your family, and you don’t doubt that at all?”
Fu Shen Yan sniffed and lowered his eyes, thinking for a moment before finding his voice again, “All relationships are built on the premise of interest, intimacy or estrangement, it’s just a gain or loss in the percentage of interest, I don’t have that much of a mind to study who is evil, just do what I want to do and see the facts I want to see.”
This was said realistically, with an unusually cold attitude, and when he had finished, he got up and went upstairs.
Just as his feet hit the steps, he suddenly paused again, “And how do you know that I’m not happy being the son-in-law of the Shen family at home?”
Dropping these words without a word, he disappeared at the end of the stairs without looking back.
I froze for a long time, Zhian took An Xin away from my arms without even noticing, and it was only after a while that I reacted with hindsight.
Fu Shenyin, there was no memory loss at all!
The only way to get the most out of this is to believe that he has really become a bully and a fool, so that he can relax his guard?
After six years, he’s still as smug as ever.
Was it fun to fool everyone?
I gritted my teeth, clenched my fists and rushed up to the study.
When I pushed the door open, Fu Shen Yan was not there.
If I didn’t make it clear today, I was destined to have a sleepless night, so if that was the case, I would just find someone to confront face to face.
I pressed my fire and searched from the study, the guest room, the utility room, but no one was anywhere to be seen.
Finally, I tried the bedroom.
The door was wide open, and when I walked into the foyer I had a clear view of the room, but it was empty, with no one in sight.
The door suddenly slammed behind me.
I turned around and almost ran into a hard “wall”.
Fu Shenyan appeared out of nowhere, not even half a metre away, and if I got closer, I could hear each other’s heartbeats.
I reached out and pushed him away, “Please be careful who you are, Mr. Fu!”
Fu Shen Yan staggered two steps before stopping, his face expressionless as he looked at me, but the emotions in his eyes were so complex that it was impossible to tell what he was feeling at the moment.
Silence, what I hated most was his silence.
“Why aren’t you talking?” I aggressively pursued, “Didn’t you lose your memory, didn’t you forget everyone cleanly, wasn’t I a substitute, then what do you want to do by leaning so close to me!”
Fu Shen Yan still didn’t say anything, his eyebrows were slightly knitted, the light in his eyes gradually dimmed, and he just looked at me motionlessly.
Chapter 2012
He made me feel that telling me the truth was the hardest thing in the world to do.
The emotions I had suppressed for so long finally broke down, and I lunged at Fu Shen Yan like a madman, punching him in the chest one after another.
“Six years, a woman who gave birth to two children for you, and you just stood by and let her go into exile and let your own family erase the proof of her existence in this world!”
“I’ve always felt that love is a thousand times over, a repetition of the same mistakes, and after all that I’ve been through, I still fell in love with you again and again, righteously, and faced it with you, and you, remember what you said when you saw me again? ‘Not what kind of woman you can look at’, so in your heart, you simply feel that I am not worthy of the high and mighty you!”
“You knew I was Shen Shu, didn’t you? The paternity test report was also your doing. You simply wanted to turn me into another person so that I could forget the past and stay by your side.
“Speak up! I hate it when you do that! I hate it when you do that!”
When my voice was too hoarse to quench the emotions that spilled out of me, I lost control and bit Fu Shen Yan’s shoulder, using all my strength.
It seemed that in this instant, all the accumulated emotions evaporated out of my body through the force released.
I don’t know how long it took, but my body lost its strength uncontrollably, my feet went weak and my whole body fell towards the ground.
The next second, a pair of large hands lazily wrapped around me, imprisoning me in that familiar embrace with a deadly grip.
I struggled subconsciously, but I could not resist the man’s absolute power.
When I looked up, I met the fiery eyes of Fu Shen Yan, his eyes were hot and sad, just like a wounded wolf.
The first time I looked at him, he was like a wounded wolf. After staring at me for a few seconds, Fu Shen Yan stretched his neck and leaned over a little bit, their faces close to each other, slowly, their lips rubbing together.
At this moment I suddenly kept the last of my sanity, broke free of both hands, grabbed Fu Shen Yan’s arm backwards, and looked at him very seriously, “Can you, in the end, make a choice?”
I have to separate from the Murong family after all.
It’s not that I can’t tolerate the Murong family, but the years of scheming and framing are enough to make people see that as long as I don’t die, the Murong family will not let us have an easy time.
How difficult and painful it is to cut through the pain of the skin.
I believe that six years ago he had a more ruthless way of resolving the Murong family’s entanglement, but he kept hesitating, hesitating and hesitating, and we fell into the Murong family’s trap.
The steps conceded, the forgiveness given, the opportunities left …… It’s all enough, it’s time to make a break with the past.
I was with him six years ago, waiting for the Murong family to find their conscience, but now I won’t. Those who don’t deserve to be parents and brothers don’t deserve to be treated with the tolerance of their closest relatives.
Only those who have died can truly understand that nothing is as painful as living comfortably on your own.
I love Fu Shenyan, but I don’t want to let the people around me fall into a passive situation for this love, because of his so-called family.
“Fu Shen Yan, if I were to, in the future, force you to go against the Murong family like I did these past few days, would you still be willing to continue to be a redundant son-in-law at the mercy of the wanton?” The voice was tinged with tears, this was my last, a fight for our more than ten years of relationship.