Chapter 2013
It is painful to lose my love forever, and perhaps if I separate from Fu Shenyan, my life will always be less tasty in the future.
But if I continue to allow him to ignore my family, all my relatives will live in fear and chaos forever. I believe that Fu Shenyan knows better than anyone else how it feels to be afraid of losing your loved ones.
I can be confused for a while, but not for the rest of my life. I am awake, but I want to wait for Fu Shen Yan.
Fu Shen Yan, who had been unresponsive, listened to me and looked at me in silence for more than ten seconds, the corners of his mouth gradually tinged with a smile.
The crying and biting just now had made my lips extra pale and dry, and he just leaned over without warning and kissed me in a sloppy manner.
Before you can react, the second, third ……
The second and third time, the third time, the third time.
Only when the kiss reached my forehead did he finally slow down his movements and look down at me with affection.
“I gave you my answer from the moment you walked in the door and instructed me to cook the first bowl of noodles.”
The large bedroom fell into an abrupt silence, and all that was clearly audible was the ragged breathing.
Perhaps it was the suddenness of the kiss, my mind was in a state of confusion and I didn’t react for a moment, asking stupidly, “What?”
Fu Shen Yan suddenly became distressed, his big hand wrapped around my cheek, afraid of hurting me, his strength was very light, as if it was just a warm feather, caring for me.
Wiping away the tear marks on my face with his thumb, Fu Shen Yan frowned and smiled, and those deep eyes crawled with red blood, “You know, the moment you appeared in front of me alive, even if it was a dream, I was willing to do whatever it took to make the dream stay in that moment forever, never to wake up.”
He cried like a child, and held me in his arms with such strength that I could barely breathe, “You are my world, without you, anything else, means nothing.”
“Whether it’s the Murong family or the Fu family, as long as you’re happy, you can do without it all.”
“A family together, day and night, occasional quarrels and quarrels, the days I’ve been looking forward to, it turns out that I only need to forget the first half of my life all at once.”
“Shen Shu, Shen Shu, I’ve dragged you down for half your life!”
“……”
He hugged me, gradually stopping his sobs, but his sadness did not slow down at all.
People in great emotional turmoil, the calmest manifestations are often the most hurt.
I said nothing, naturally hugging him back and listening to him talk about the six years that were long enough to be compared to a lifetime.
Six years ago, the Murong family’s search and rescue ship found Fu Shenyan in the reef-filled waters and brought him back for treatment.
After sobering up, Fu Shen Yan was given a memory – Fu Shen Yan was the eldest son of the Murong family who had strayed away and only in recent years had he claimed his ancestors’ family and happiness, Shen Shu was his wife and a negative and ungrateful woman who had run away from her husband, Shen An Xin was not of the Murong family’s bloodline and he only had one son, Fu Zhi An.
When Chen Er is sent to the western region where water is scarce by the Murong family, Fu Shen Yan has no one to use, so he accepts the men arranged by Murong Nanchuan.
Fu Shen Yan was suspicious of Shen Shu’s change of heart and eloped with another man, and ordered his men to investigate secretly, but what came to him was invariably information prepared by Murong Nanchuan.
After that, the custody of Zhi’an, the merger of the assets behind Fu’s and Murong’s families, many things mixed together, Fu Shenyan was too busy to do anything else, plus the memory of my feelings had been sealed, gradually put the matter on the back burner.
Until the day of the reunion.
Chapter2014
At first sight, Fu Shen Yan recognized Shen Shu, whose appearance had changed considerably.
At that time, the only image he had left of Shen Shu was that of a woman who had abandoned her husband and son, as Murong Nanchuan had said, and so his words were a stinging insult – “Not all women are suitable for you”.
That was his sarcasm towards the person who betrayed him, and his attitude towards whether Zhian and his own mother could identify with each other.
But what he didn’t expect was for Zhi’an to mention the “mother” he had met at home again that night. Fu Shenyan ordered Zhi’an to forget about those irrelevant people, but he couldn’t stop himself from recalling the face in the car window.
Back at Fu’s, Fu Shenyan was still thinking about the scene at the junction, and the more he thought about it, the more the unknown emotions in his bones ran through his body from all his limbs, and the electricity mixed with a strong feeling of suffocation, and he clenched his fists and groaned in pain.
Memories raged in his head like a storm.
“Shen Shu, you’ve grown!”
“I agree to the divorce.”
“Today is grandpa’s funeral!”
“You think too highly of yourself!”
“The baby is gone. ……”
“Ah…!”
A stabbing pain ran through his scalp and Fu Shen Yan passed out.
It was dawn when he woke up again, and with it became clear, the memories of the past ten years or so.
Six years, he had actually blamed Shen Shu for six years.
With the dull ceiling in front of his eyes, the cold floor beneath him, and red blood crawling over his fishy red eyes, Fu Shen Yan clenched his fist and slammed it into the floor.
“Piece of Sh*t!”
“Fu Shen Yan you are a piece of Sh*t!”
I don’t know how long it took until the assistant knocked on the office door and he had to get up from the floor and resume his usual shrewd and competent self.
The person who came in was not Chen Yi, which made Fu Shenyan remember with a jolt what he was today – the Murong family’s cash cow.
Before the assistant could even open his mouth, an angry rebuke came from across the room, “Get out.”
Thinking he had misheard, the assistant even had the audacity to look up and try to confirm once more, only to be met with a pair of furious eyes.
Hands reacting first, the papers scattered to the floor.
The next second, the assistant picked up the things trembling and retreated without daring to look back.
The office was calm again, but Fu Shen Yan’s face was not half smiling.
Most of his memories had been retrieved, but he had no memory of why he had lost them six years ago, so the first thing he did was to recall Chen Yi to investigate the truth about the explosion on the island and the culprit who had hypnotised him.
Before the results came out, Fu Shen Yan first received the news that his men had reported the “Crown Prince” Zhi An, and knew that Shen Shu would show up at GDT, so he put off all his scheduled trips and appeared in front of her.
The Murong family was right next to him, and Fu Shen Yan tried his best to keep his composure, but his excitement and happiness at having lost and found was like a festering anthill.
Shen Shu was standing opposite him, the beautiful woman was still there, but her figure had faded and her eyes were deadly dark.
It was the light that had lit him up all his life, but now it was gone.
Fu Shenyan slid his throat with difficulty, not even daring to walk in and look at her openly.
Perhaps he was blaming himself, or perhaps he was fighting with himself, which type of person Shen Shu hated the most, and he would become that type, telling her to stay away from himself as the centre of bad luck forever.