Chapter 2107
It was with these words that Muzi convinced me back then.
I supported her because she liked it, and her liking sent her to Cheng Junyu’s bed, never having experienced what it was like to be truly loved until her death.
Even though everyone is at peace now, there will always be a thorn in my heart, so deep-rooted that it will never be removed.
My eyes mist over and I can’t distinguish between reality and illusion. As a good mother I should support my child’s chosen dream, but there is an invisible force that suppresses and controls it so that I can’t speak.
Perhaps in the dark Muzi had the same idea as I did, it must be.
“Your thoughts are understood by me and mother.”
Fu Shen Yan’s familiar low voice came into my ears and I gradually came back to my senses. The next second, his big hand came up and wrapped my whole hand in it, naturally pulling it over and placing it in his lap to play with it.
“The basic investment aside, those hidden under the surface of the complex relationship, it is difficult to figure out overnight, or let your uncle Chen to find out clearly, from the long term, how?”
Unlike An Xin, Four Seasons was not a man who would not give up until he reached his goal, instead he was very good at talking and accepted calmly, “As you wish.”
“Mm.” Fu Shenyin responded lightly and added, “Since you are bored at home, the company happens to have a project for Han Culture City, why don’t you coordinate it for dad?”
“Sure.” Siji was still smiling, as if there was nothing to be upset about when it came to her, “But I want Mr. Chen to help me, is that okay?”
She was talking about Cheng Junyu, who had rented a house in the capital after sending Four Seasons back, and would visit the child daily, but would not stay long.
Fu Shen Yan let go of his power with alacrity, “Your project, your call.”
He said and dragged me back to my room, “If you need anything, go directly to your Uncle Chen.”
“I know, thanks dad, good night mommy.”
“Good night.” In a daze, I responded to the thoughtful greeting behind me with a voice a little louder than a kitten’s, but my body let Fu Shen Yan drag me upstairs.
Locking the door behind me, Fu Shen Yan took me into the bathroom.
Without saying a word, he began to undress me.
He turned on the shower and tested the temperature of the water in his palm before raising it above my head again.
The warm droplets of water sliding down, the touch of the man’s fingers rubbing back and forth over my head, the tingling warmth making me forget to even resist.
After drying off, Fu Shen Yan wrapped me in a towel and carried me back to the bedroom, lifted the covers and gently laid me on the bed, before coming around and holding me from behind.
My body was as soft as water and I unconsciously leaned towards him.
“Why are you being so nice to me today?” I asked out loud.
Fu Shen Yan’s voice was a little hoarse, “Am I not this nice every day?”
“Not the same.” The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, relieved and relaxed, “Before, you all just wanted to take advantage.”
“Then consider it a whim that I’ll be a willow today as well.” Fu Shen Yan adjusted his posture and buried his chin into the nook of my neck.
I had a vague feeling that he knew I was on the verge of losing control of my emotions, which is why he was using silent actions to dismantle the giant beast that would wake up inside me little by little.
But whether this is true or not is not so important. Fu Shenyan has made it very clear to me that when I am with him, even if I don’t say anything, my worries will be solved.
Calmly, instead, I was able to talk calmly about the Four Seasons’ decision, “Are you really going to support the Four Seasons in opening a bar?”
Fu Shenyin was no smooth and worldly fox, saying one thing or another about everything, and not explicitly denying it was actually support in disguise.
“Xiaoshu.” He suddenly opened his mouth to call me, taking a deep breath.
“Hmm?” I asked, “What?”
“The four seasons have the right to decide how they want to live their lives.”
Chapter 2108
Fu Shenyan’s words poked me and there was no way to refute them.
My neurotic caution should indeed not be the rope that traps my child.
“The project you’ve given her will be an experiment, and assuming she can do well on her own, you should try to be bold enough to let it go.”
“It might be a bit difficult for you to leave it completely alone, so try to be as relaxed and objective as possible, Four Seasons is a good kid and she will only amaze you.”
“Don’t forget how tricky it is to have me to hold her back.”
Not long after the words were said, the even, subtle sound of snoring rang in his ears as Fu Shen Yan stepped back into a solid sleep.
She let him hold her, her complicated thoughts unexpectedly calmed down, but she still had little desire to sleep, so she got up early the next day.
As a result, just as he opened the door, he collided with the Four Seasons.
“Good morning mum.” Four Seasons arched her eyebrows and had a gentle look reminiscent of a fairy child with a halo around her head.
I was a little vain about yesterday’s nervous lapse, not exactly the sign of a good mother, but I smiled and walked downstairs alongside her, “You’re not at school, why are you up so early?”
“Mum, you’ve forgotten that Dad has put me in charge of the Culture City project. Last night I had a brief look at the materials, this is the first time Dad’s company has done a case in this area and there are no reference cases. If you go late on a weekend like this, there’s no space in the library!”
When she arrived downstairs, Cheng Junyu was waiting at the front door.
Four Seasons walked straight towards the door, “Mommy, I’ll go first, don’t wait for me at noon.”
“Have something to eat before you go, huh?”
“No mommy, I’m not hungry, let’s go~”
Leaving these words, without looking back, he disappeared by the door.
Exchanging glances with Cheng Jun Yu to get rid of him taking care of the four seasons and understanding each other by heart, he turned and followed him out.
The few steps leading to the dining room seemed as long as an entire life, and the stressful transition to Four Seasons’ life turned me into a bird of prey, yet the truth was that the child was growing up well, capable and responsible, inquisitive about the unknown, and completely unbeatable.
The corners of my mouth curled upwards uncontrollably and my emotions were like a ferocious beast, but they were no match for the innocence of my child, which easily defused the crisis in my heart.
I decided that I would fully support Four Seasons’ first career.
Fu Shenyan had said he wanted to test Four Seasons’ abilities, but he hadn’t said he wouldn’t let me help, and besides, I wasn’t an ignorant, coddling parent.
“What are you so happy about?” Fu Shenyan came down the stairs, slippers scuffing against the wooden floor with a tartar sound.
“Don’t you know how to read minds? Guess for yourself.” There was no sense of conjugal love.
Fu Shen Yan pulled out the chair opposite and sat down, completely lacking in wakefulness, and took the conversation in a generous manner, “Well, it’s probably the joy of having a daughter growing up in my family, am I right?”
It looks like he’s figured out that the Four Seasons are out early.
With no sense of accomplishment, I flipped him a look, “Wrong, not talking to you, eat breakfast!”
……
The number of times I saw the Four Seasons in the next half month could be counted on one hand.
The first thing you need to do is to take care of the project on your own, and you know the nature of the four seasons.
But then, when I wanted to care for the children, I became squirmy.
It was as if the four seasons were not 13 or 14 years old, but had become a strong woman with a successful career, with a career, and as a parent, there was an illusion of dragging one’s feet.
I’ve been thinking about it for a few days, ready to think of a decent reason to visit Four Seasons at her workplace, when Mo Fei Lin coincidentally came calling.
“Let’s go, accompany me to see the business skills of your little talented girl in the business world?”