Chapter 2391
She was wearing a hospital gown with her arms attached, her make-up all faded, just winking a pillow, and chasing around the picture with the nurse like a little child, making her cry.
“How did they ……” I thought these people had long since passed away, or like the scene of Fu Shenyan that day thrown in the street, only begging for dried fruit, wrapped in misery.
Fu Shen Yan focused on tilting his head to look at the people in the picture, his eyebrows slightly averted, the whole person’s aura is much milder, “Maybe I’m not sure what I really want, right? I thought about telling them to suffer all their lives, but in the end I found that I couldn’t, I couldn’t do it, so fortunately I simply raised them and told them to live like ordinary people, to live and grow old, to die, day after day, always we are all There’s nothing wrong with ordinary people, living ordinary lives.”
Yes, what’s wrong with ordinary people living ordinary lives?
What’s the point of having to distinguish between superior and inferior people, in the end it’s still a pile of white bones.
I hugged Fu Shen Yan tighter, my face pressed against his chest, feeling his truest heartbeat, “You know, I’ve always believed that you won’t change because you’re different from them at heart, you’re not a cold-blooded animal, your bones are actually soft-hearted and stubborn, only your mouth doesn’t say so, but I understand it all.”
“Then I really have to say thank you to do so.” Fu Shen Yan laughed to himself, “When I was working undercover, there were times when I wanted to punch myself in the face, and you were the only one who didn’t mind.”
I laughed at him and punched him on the chest right along with him, “Yeah, you have to be made to suffer a little, otherwise you’re always making a fool of yourself.”
“Huh ……” Fu Shen Yan laughed lowly and did not resist, after not two whacks, he suddenly took out a medal from his pocket.
That medal was brought by Zuo Mucheng, in the name of the state, to reward Fu Shen Yan for being born into death and making contributions to the cause of drug enforcement.
Although it could not be made public, but with the record in the file, Fu Shen Yan is now an official soldier on the register.
And Zuo Xicheng promised that as long as the Zuo family remained in the military, any persecution of the Fu family in the future would be able to use this medal to seek help from the military brigade he was in.
“What for?” I thought he was trying to show off, and deliberately pretended not to care.
Instead, Fu Shenyan took my right hand and carefully spread it out on his palm before placing the medal on it and saying in a deep voice, “Little Shu, the first and only medal of my life, I give it to you.”
The small medal was extraordinarily heavy in my hand because I was well aware of the experience behind it.
“Give it to me? Are you willing to part with it?” Fu Shen Yan was extremely precious about this medal, and had always kept it in the most prominent place in his study.
“There is nothing to give up, if I could, I would like to give you this life as well.” Fu Shen Yan said flirtatiously.
“Go.” I scolded, “Slick talker.”
But Fu Shen Yan didn’t care and swept me back into his arms.
“At the age of twelve, I wanted to be a soldier, I stubbornly believed that a man must be a soldier once in his life, to feel the limits of his body, to protect his family and country, always to contribute.”
“Later, when my parents died, the only thing in my life was revenge, and gradually even I wasn’t sure what I really wanted for myself.”
“And then, meeting you, falling in love with you, you stayed with me again and brought the real me back.”
“It’s a little late, but you have to know that you are the one that life has given me, the most precious medal.”
“I love you.”
[I, too, love you.]