Chapter 683
“Blame me?” He spoke, his light breath falling on my face with extra heat.
I shook my head, “It’s been so long, I just think Huya and I are some of the same, holding on to someone we don’t love, humbled to the dust.”
His gaze lingered on me, “It’s the blessing of all blessings if you can be with the one you love without having to hurt.”
The words were tinged with self-condemnation, and I knew his heart. I raised my hand to encircle his neck, pressed my head against his heart, and spoke seriously, “Fu Shen Yan, I don’t blame you, we are all the same. heart.”
After a pause, I added, “I hope Shen Yu will see his heart clearly sooner.”
Hu Ya has been with him for ten years, and in these ten years of wind and rain, Hu Ya has never felt that she should be pampered, she has been more dedicated to looking after Shen Yu than her mother, he has been surrounded by an endless stream of women, but she never seems to care, whether she loves or doesn’t love, she is able to take it all in stride.
Even if it was painful, she could collect it in public, tuck her sorrow into her arms and wait to digest it all by herself.
Shen Yu is used to her presence, and if she were to leave one day, Shen Yu would not necessarily be able to get through it.
Fu Shen Yan dropped a kiss on my forehead. There were few cars on the road, so he started the car and drove very slowly.
When I got back to the villa, Four Seasons was already asleep. I washed up and looked at Four Seasons and tucked her in.
When I came out of Four Seasons’ room, Fu Shen Yan had also just finished his bath and was sitting on the sofa reading his phone after drying off.
I raised my eyes to see that it was getting late and lowered my voice, “Fu Shen Yan, it’s time to go to bed.”
He put his phone down, a smile on the corner of his mouth, his dark eyes looking at me, deep and moving.
I pursed my lips, always feeling that his smile was too moving to be true.
“What are you smiling at?”
The corners of his eyes curved, “Happy!”
I pursed my lips, of course I knew he was happy, but happy about what?
When he didn’t say anything, I didn’t force it and went straight into the bedroom.
The sound of footsteps behind me approached and I was hugged from behind by him, the man’s voice low and teasing, “You’re so beautiful when you’re nagging!”
I was speechless and retorted without mercy, “That’s a very corny love story.”
How could anyone like to be nagged.
Lying on the bed, he took me in his arms and dropped his palm to the small of my back, his voice gentle, “Does it hurt?”
I froze for a moment, I had forgotten, there were so many days in a month, how could he still remember?
I shook my head slightly, I couldn’t help but laugh, “You still remember this after all the company, I’m really letting you worry about it.”
He smiled vaguely, “There’s a memo in my phone, I just read it.”
I ……
Well!
Thinking about Hu Ya’s words, I couldn’t help but roll over and face him, “Fu Shen Yan, let’s go to the hospital tomorrow and get the ring removed, okay?”
The smile on his face faded for a few moments, “What’s wrong?”
I didn’t know what to say, Cheng Junyu had said that wearing the ring for a long time was not good for your health and would cause infertility, I originally thought he would remove it, but after so many years, he didn’t seem to want to.
“I want a child of ours!” Let’s not examine the truth of that statement, my intention was just to get him to remove the ring.
He narrowed his eyes slightly, his dark eyes extraordinarily obscure, “It’s not time yet.”
I frowned, “Why?”
Chapter 684
“Jun Yu does not sue not to return to the Four Seasons, on the one hand, you have raised the Four Seasons for almost five years, on the other hand, our financial and conditions are suitable to continue to take care of the Four Seasons, if I remove the ring, you are pregnant, once Jun Yu sues to return to the Four Seasons, his chances of winning are high.”
He spoke, his voice was low and introspective, no emotion could be heard, and there was helplessness in his light, shallow voice.
With little difference in conditions and social status, it seems relatively fair to discuss the law; after all, no one is good enough to offend.
Seeing my silence, he took my hand in his palm and spoke slightly, “There’s plenty of opportunity for you to have children later, there’s no rush.”
“But the ring is not good for your health if you wear it for a long time, and, even if we take it off, it doesn’t matter if we’re not in a hurry to get pregnant for a while, does it?” Even if Cheng Jun Yu intends to go back to the Four Seasons, we don’t have to do it by not having a baby, I can go beg Third Uncle if I really can’t, I’m not a good person in the first place, I don’t believe that with Shen Chang Lin’s ability he won’t be able to suppress Cheng Jun Yu.
He smiled lightly, “Worried about me?”
I pursed my lips, without saying anything, “Fu Shen Yan, this is something you have to think about, I am serious, if we want to have children, it is best to have them in the next few years, later on, if time drags on, I will become a senior maternity, then a corpse will die twice, the loss will not be worth it, you will have to take a new wife.”
It was three parts true and seven parts false, but not impossible, and I knew that his reluctance to take the willingness was for my sake and for the sake of the Four Seasons.
He knew how important the Four Seasons were to me, and knew that my condition might worsen once the Four Seasons were gone, so he could bear not to have his own child.
But this is a human life, so long, and we have only lived a third of it. Love lasts forever because of the present moment, and no one can say forever after time has pa*sed.
If it is possible, at the age when we love each other, to leave the thought of what we should have for each other, it is all good.
He put his arm around me and his voice was low and magnetic, “No!” Two short words, the meaning of which was unclear, and I didn’t know whether he meant “no” in the sense that he wouldn’t kill two people or that he wouldn’t marry again.
This night, I slept extremely Avray and had several intermittent dreams that I didn’t even remember when I woke up.
When I opened my eyes, it was already nine o’clock, a really long sleep.
Finding Fu Shen Yan still in the room, I froze, “Aren’t you going to the office today?”
He smiled lightly, wearing his comfortable treasure blue tailored pajamas, “Weekend, a day off to keep you company!”
I smiled faintly, but as I moved around, I was vaguely aware of some wetness underneath me and mentally stuttered.
It looked like I’d gotten it on the bed, but even so, I reached out to make sure, and when I felt the dampness on the sheets, I was sure.
It looked like I had made a lot of it, and I was afraid the mattress would have to be dealt with as well, the most since I returned to the capital.
Seeing the strange look on my face, Fu Shen Yan couldn’t help but speak up, “Tummy upset?”
I shook my head, trying to hide the embarra*sment on my face, and spoke, “The Four Seasons should be awake, go down and check on her, I’m afraid she’s hungry.”
He nodded and didn’t say much.
Relieved to see him leave, I got up from the bed, my eyes falling on it and I couldn’t help but draw a cold breath.
How could there be so much?
The grey sheets were stained with large swathes, as if a basin of water had been poured over them, and it was extraordinarily shocking to look at.