Chapter 839
Growing up in Jiangcheng, there were no shooting stars in the bustling city, only fireworks that were brighter and more eye-catching than shooting stars, all fleeting and tinged with sadness growing up, made me stop wishing.
This time, I was religious and wished just that Fu Shenyan and I would have a child.
Warmth came to my body, it was Fu Shen Yan’s embrace, he wrapped his arms around me, his voice was low and introspective, he spoke shallowly in my ear, “Shen Shu, you owe you a wedding.”
I couldn’t help but smile lightly and look up at him, the gorgeous fireworks reflected on his face, looking exceptionally handsome and handsome.
“Fu Shen Yan, I don’t want a wedding, I just want you to stay with me all the way.”
He put his arm around me and dropped a shallow kiss on my forehead, his voice warm, “Then agree that no one can back out midway.”
Many years later, I realised that some will always be a regret buried in my heart.
The fireworks in the capital rendered the dark sky, accompanied by snowflakes that rang out all night.
Fu Shenyan was injured and was not fit to stay outside for too long, but thought of letting me watch the fireworks for a while longer, and held on for dear life.
Unsure of him, I helped him back to the bedroom and looked at him and said, “I can watch from the balcony too, you go and take a shower.”
Seeing this, he smiled lightly, lifted his hand and scratched my nose, and went into the bathroom.
I loved fireworks, even though I knew they would be fleeting and that they were passing clouds, I still loved them, unconditionally.
My phone vibrated for a long time, the call was unfamiliar, and after a moment’s hesitation, I picked it up.
The person on the other end of the line did not make a sound, and seemed to be intentionally silent, and for a moment I frowned and prepared to hang up.
I was ready to hang up when the other end spoke up, “Happy Chinese New Year!”
The voice was low and introspective, a voice I was familiar with, Gu Han. I forgot that Fu Shen Yan had deleted his mobile number from my phone because he didn’t want me to contact him.
Outside the window were gorgeous fireworks, maybe it was all good, I spoke, a little more lightness in my voice, “Happy Chinese New Year.”
He said, “Yes!”
There followed a long silence, probably because happy people can’t understand the sadness of others.
So I didn’t notice his despondency and just looked up at the sky and said, “The fireworks are beautiful tonight, Gu Han, thank you, I hope we’ll all be well.”
It was a wish, and a hope, that if I could, I think everyone would be better and better.
Gu Han will have his own children, his own home, and Fu Shen Yan and I will do the same, three meals a day, two children and a room, nine to five, and live our ordinary days a little warmer.
He did not return to me anymore, just a long silence, I think, he may not want to talk.
So just quietly watching the fireworks in the sky, Fu Shen Yan came out of the bathroom and hugged me from behind.
His voice was low and magnetic, “Do you like fireworks a lot?”
I nodded, smelling the faint scent of his body wash, “This winter has been a bit long, when you’re done, we’ll go to Huai’an for a while, I miss the watermelons in the yard and the roses on the wall a bit.”
He nodded, circling me against his chest, his chin resting on my shoulder, his breath warm, “Good.”
“Talking to someone on the phone?” He looks down and sees the phone in my hand and asks casually.
I reacted as an afterthought, as if I was still on the phone with Gu Han, so I looked down and subconsciously tried to turn it off.
But Gu Han seemed to have already hung up the phone, only the screen was still lit.
I couldn’t help but feel a little weak and said, “A friend is calling.”
Chapter 840
Although the words were a bit vague, but the good thing is that there was no note on the phone number, Fu Shen Yan should not guess that it was Gu Han.
The good thing is that he didn’t ask too many questions, he just put his arm around me and said in a gentle voice, “Go take a shower and go to bed early!”
I nodded and casually tossed my phone aside and went into the bathroom.
When I came out, Fu Shen Yan was already lying on the bed, the wound on his back had almost healed, I finished drying my hair, climbed onto the bed and took the book away from him.
Leaning closer to him, I said, “Don’t read in bed, the bed is a place to sleep.”
He looked sideways, a pair of cool eyes falling on my face, looking at him this close, his eyes were deep, his nose high, his thin lips cool, his throat ……
Continuing down I couldn’t help but swallow, feeling a little dry in my throat, moved away and coughed, “Go to bed early!”
Retreating back under the covers, listening to him turn off the light and lie will bed, I always felt a little hot.
His body was suddenly wrapped around me, and I moved closer to him, smelling his scent, he didn’t seem to be smoking lately, and it smelled good on him.
“Fu ……” I spoke subconsciously as my somewhat tense body leaned into his arms, “Fu Shen Yan, are you quitting smoking?”
He moved closer to me and reached out to slightly lift my chin, and with the faint light from the window, I could still make out his handsome features and obscure eyes.
“How long has it been since we’ve been together?” He spoke, his voice magnetic and provocative.
I wandered off for a moment and stared at him blankly, mumbling as an afterthought.
It took a moment to react to what he was saying and I couldn’t help but blush a little and look at him, my voice small, “Would you mind?”
……
The next day.
I woke up in Fu Shen Yan’s arms.
I opened my eyes to see him sleeping, with his sword eyebrows and starry eyes. As a child, I loved watching martial arts and always thought his eyebrows were those of the warriors in martial arts who walked the world.
When he woke up and met me, I was a little surprised and smiled, “You’re awake!”
He let out a muffled sound, his voice low and magnetic, and put his arm around me, “It’s snowing, sleep a little longer.”
I nodded, but couldn’t sleep, looking at the ceiling and thinking that it would be something to look forward to if I could see him every day I woke up in the morning.
When I woke up, there was no way I could lie down, get up, pass out of sleep, and the sound of children’s laughter came from downstairs.
It was the Four Seasons, and I couldn’t help but walk out to the balcony to see her having a snowball fight with Fu Qingyin, an old man and a young woman, who seemed to brow much difference in their actions, both wrapped in thick down coats, throwing pinched, not-so-round snowballs at each other.
Occasionally they can hit each other, they are laughing uncontrollably, but then it is very rare, many times they are dodged by each other, or before they can hit each other, the ball has already fallen into the snow.
Behind me, Fu Shen Yan got up, put his arm around me and watched for a while, leaning into my ear and saying, “Want to play?”
I nodded and nudged him back, “Go and wash your face, we’ll go down and play together.”
He smiled lightly and went into the bathroom, I ran to the cloakroom to find some clothes, and as I passed the bed, I couldn’t resist lifting the covers.
It seemed to be bleeding again, just as expected, not menstruation, but blood.
How many times had this happened? I couldn’t help but feel a dark fear in my heart.
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of laughter from downstairs as I pulled the covers down and went into the cloakroom to look for clothes.
When I came out, Fu Shen Yan had already washed up and looked at me with a light smile, “Wear more clothes!”