Chapter 861
He sneered, “I don’t care!”
I got up, suppressed my emotions and looked at him lightly, “It’s all fair, you erased my child’s hope of life, Fu Shenyan destroyed your career, it’s fair, as for the kindness of you saving my life, I will repay.”
He pulled his wrist, “Don’t rush off, sit back with me.”
I frowned, my heart was reluctant.
He pressed me back into my seat with some force and said, “I know that you loathe me and don’t even want to see me at all, but Shen Shu, I’m too lonely, on New Year’s Eve, everyone in the company left and dispersed, I stood on the top floor for a long time, looking at all the lights, but my heart was empty. always see my parents in my dreams, they prepare a lot of dishes on New Year’s Eve, always urging me to go home soon.”
“But as soon as I woke up from the dream, I was faced with an empty room, I thought, maybe it would be better to go to you and see you, I drove the car to the eastern suburbs villa and stood outside the gate watching your lights on, listening to your laughter, for a few seconds I wanted to go in and take you away, but I watched Fu Shen Yan laugh as he hugged you, it was too blinding, that kind of joy was like nothing I had ever seen before. ”
I couldn’t pick up on that, looking at him lightly, I was silent for a moment and spoke, “It’s getting late, I should get back.”
He didn’t stop, but spoke, “Shen Shu, have you thought about it? You can’t have a baby now, the four seasons are not his own, Fu Shen Yan loves you again, but you still have to consider the Fu family, you respect Master Fu, what was his hope before he died, you are more youthful than anyone else, if Fu Qingyin knew you wouldn’t get pregnant, do you think she would still be open to letting you live together? Shen Shu, this is life, not a script, people are not that open-minded.”
I looked back at him and smiled lightly, “Gu Han, you are really good at rubbing salt into people’s hearts, knowing how to talk and make pain, but, these are your words alone, people are different, just like children, if his woman has a child, he will become a qualified couple, not to force her away and find someone to live with who doesn’t love him, Gu Han, you said it yourself, this is life not a script, if that’s the case, why don’t you want to go back to your own life? What about living your own life!”
There are those who don’t love just don’t love, who never loved and never had their hearts moved from the time they met to the time they parted.
There is gratitude and guilt, but never love, and the Buddha said it was fate.
Back at the villa, it was a little late, Mo Fei Lin called, some stammering, “Shen Shu, do you treat me as a friend or not, you don’t come when I have a baby, you don’t come to see me during the month, asked you out so many times, what do you think?”
I was thinking about this when I left home this morning, originally I thought I would go see her after I finished going to the hospital, but somehow I forgot about it.
Now that it was dark and I was back at the villa, I was a bit confused and for a moment it wasn’t worth what to say, so I had to say, “Philine I’m sorry I went to the hospital today, I ……”
“To the hospital, what happened to you? Why did you go to the hospital, what happened?”
She asked a series of questions that made me freeze and say, “Just a cold, I’m better now.”
It’s not appropriate to talk about the baby.
Chapter 862
She froze and said, “Then stay home and get well, then come and see me and the baby, and you must come to the full moon reception, you are a sister, you have to come anyway.”
I couldn’t help but stare, realising afterwards that I was of the same generation as the child, and I couldn’t help but laugh, “Yes, I’ll be there!”
I hung up the phone with Maureen, feeling a little better, and the villa was lit up, with Sister Fan tidying up the kitchen.
When she saw me return, she greeted me and said, “Madam, why did you only come back? Where did you go? Mr. Mao has called several times to ask about it, and people have come back in a hurry.
She raised her finger and pointed to the first floor, indicating that I should hurry upstairs to take a look, I was a bit confused for a while, the phone is not always on?
I didn’t know when I had set up call forwarding for Fu Shen Yan’s number, but the phone was a touch screen, so I guess I had accidentally set it up at some point.
The light was dim, and the long back stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking extraordinarily forlorn and empty.
“Fu Shen Yan!” I spoke, my voice a little low, heartfelt, he should have called a lot.
He was still standing in front of the window, seemingly not having heard my voice, which he could. After all, the room was empty and there were only the two of us, so how could he not hear my voice?
I approached and stood behind him, offering to admit my fault, “I went to the hospital, saw the doctor, and my phone was accidentally ……”
He suddenly turned back to look at me, his gaze deep as the deep sea, looking at the bottomless depths, permeated with a bitter coldness, “You never seem to call me that intimately?”
I froze, short-circuited somewhat, and looked at him in disbelief, “I ……”
He walked towards me, his slender body standing in front of me with some cool coldness, “Is it true that without the four seasons, you would still leave without a second thought?”
I stared, “What are you talking about?”
“Seeing Gu Han?” He spoke, his emotions seemingly suppressed and calm.
I froze and suddenly understood why he was so gloomy, pursing my lips slightly, I spoke, “I met him by accident in front of the hospital.”
“Hmm!” He spoke, reaching out to smooth the strands of hair on my forehead, “Don’t see him again, okay?”
He was angry, and even though I knew he was hiding it well, I felt it.
Nodding slightly, somewhat frustrated, many young I read a book that said a woman would only love a man for the rest of her life if she left when he loved her the most.
I was laughing at that age and did not yet understand what it meant, but now that I think about it, I think it is true.
I don’t know how to have children, but it’s impossible for the Fu family to have no heirs. Three or two years might be enough, but what about over time?
Who can guarantee that?
Now he is surrounded by even better women, but, no matter what, Zhou Ranxi is the best match for him.
He reached out to pull me, but I avoided it, looking up at him with a light smile, “It’s getting late, I should go to bed.”
I turned around and went back to the bedroom, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps, and was tugged by him, pulling me closer to the bedroom and locking the door behind me.
Pressing me against the wall, he was a little grim, “Shen Shu, tell me, what exactly do I have to do?”
I pursed my lips and tilted my head to look at him, “Fu Shen Yan, I didn’t ask you what to do, you’re fine now, it’s late, we should go to bed.”