Chapter 963
I froze, looking at him with anger on his handsome face, a little stunned, not knowing what to say, I looked at him motionlessly, a little lost in thought.
As if realising that he had just acted too angrily, he huffed slightly and pushed his anger down, his dark eyes fell on me and he said, “When did you go to Burma? Why did you go there? What happened in Burma? How did you get back, I want to know all about it.”
He stood in front of me, his tall, slender body almost blocking most of the light.
I froze and spoke, “It’s all in the past, there’s nothing to tell.”
“What do you mean there’s nothing to say? Shen Shu, are you going to play me for a fool? Even if you don’t see me, I’m still your husband, right? Doesn’t a husband even have the right to know where his own wife is going?”
I had never seen him like this before, angry and irritable, even helpless, to the point where there was nothing more to do with me.
“Yes!” I opened my mouth, my eyes looking out over the sparkling river, and spoke, “After I left the capital, I went to Jing City, to see the boy, then I came to A City, then I met Li An, it was about five years ago, and he hadn’t gotten over it, so he found someone to set me up in …… ”
Some things, little by little experience, also do not feel some what, and when recalled, you find that the original so difficult a period of years, I have come over, life how lucky.
He listened quietly, including the incident of meeting him by chance in Burma, and even the incident of causing Duan Tong to suffer because of me, and said everything, word for word.
After a moment of silence, he looked at me and spoke, “You want to do what you like, I have no objection, but Shen Shu, you are a married man, you shouldn’t live with Mu Shen, once someone notices the road, it will lead to a storm that is more unmanageable than we can imagine.”
I didn’t know that myself, but I had just returned, and I couldn’t find a better option for a while.
But that’s not what we’re going to talk about now, looking at him, I solemnized my face and spoke, “Fu Shen Yan, I originally wanted to leave without saying anything, but now it seems that I can’t, those words from Duan Tong, I wasn’t supposed to say them to you, but I did, and since everything is like this, let me talk about each other, it’s not about each other, it’s just us! ”
Four eyes met, the man’s gaze was deep and bright, with a bit of warmth and determination, “OK!”
I sat down on a lounge chair to one side and watched the breeze ripple across the river and the swaying willow trees.
The reason why I didn’t mention divorce is that, in my opinion, we already left five years ago, after all, absenteeism for three days is automatic and separation for three years is automatic, these are all legally efficient, so, to a certain extent, we already exist in name only. ”
He grimaced, his dark gaze flickering as he looked at me, “Are you able to say these things so easily, have you never put yourself in my shoes and considered my feelings? Or is it because there has never been love?”
I pursed my lips, still a little breathless inside, and stealthily pressed a breath, “Then you can pretend I’ve never loved.”
My wrist was squeezed raw by him, and I didn’t react, so I let him squeeze it.
“I’m a cheap person sometimes, when I can’t get it, I will desperately want to chase it, but when I get it, I don’t feel anything anymore. you more than I can bear, so there’s no way I would continue to live with you, let alone love you.”
Chapter 964
I have no way of estimating how much my words will hurt him, but at least, it will force him to leave.
Looking at his gloomy, cold face, I continued, expressionless, “I actually originally started out thinking that I could overlook those past because of your wealth and face, even though I didn’t love you, but I could pretend, women are born to act, aren’t they?”
“But I found that facing you would really make my life worse than death, so I decided to leave. Do you know why I’m particularly reluctant to have you around now? I’ve met a better man than you, do you know that, Mu Shen? Fu Shen Yan, I have a better home now, so can I ask you, for the sake of you having owed me, to let me go, I want to find my own happiness!”
He suddenly laughed out, his voice low and depressing, his face cold and silent, a handsome face, looking extraordinarily cold and ghastly, laughing more ugly than crying.
“Happiness that belongs to you?” He sneered, “You couldn’t wait to live in his house, you couldn’t wait to get into Mu’s, you couldn’t wait to find the next one that badly?”
I nodded and without the slightest hesitation said, “People have to live for themselves, Mu Shen is superior in terms of both face value and financial ability, besides, although he knows about my past, he has never shown any emotion of not accepting it, he’s really nice!”
He stared at me for a long time, as if he wanted to see some other emotion on my face, but there was none, for a long time, he sneered, “Good, very good!”
Those three words were said through his gritted teeth.
He turned around and walked towards the car. After a few steps, he stopped and looked back at me and said, “Shen Shu, let me ask you once again, did you mean all those words you just said?”
“Yes, every word was from the bottom of my heart, any of them were sincere!” Why bother to dwell on it? If you want to break it off, just break it off cleanly.
“Huh!” He laughed, an extraordinarily cold and icy laugh, “Good, very good, in that case, then why should I make a fool of myself?”
Without turning to look at his back as he left, I froze in place, my heart feeling as if it had been hollowed out.
My grandmother was right, I’ve always been a stubborn person, I can’t afford to let go of anything, I can’t clean up the mess, and sooner or later I’ll get myself killed.
Many times, when I was in the dead of night, I would always ask myself, “Why must I separate from Fu Shen Yan?
In fact, I can’t find the answer myself. Maybe it’s really like what Ouyang Nuo said, that I’m a psychopath, a sperm, so I have to force the person who loves me away before I’m happy.
But so many things in the past, even if we really are together, after more than ten years of material and oil and salt, when we quarrel with each other, I am afraid I will turn those buried resentments out and become my reason and excuse to hurt him.
When I returned to Mu, it was almost time to leave work, and Mu Shen was wearing a white shirt with a black jacket hanging on his arm.
He looked at me with a clear, cold gaze and said, “Is the bidding case done?”
I nodded my head, handed him the finished documents and said, “The case that others used half a month to get out, I used one day to catch up, I guess Fu Shen Yan can’t even see it.”
He flipped it over, somewhat disgusted, and said, “This is the worst bid I’ve ever seen, you’ve broken the record.”
I pursed my lips, naturally knowing in my heart that, apart from the advice given by Linda and the one given by Ouyang Nuo, I could hardly find a single reliable thing out of this case.