Nayoko did not try to desperately forget everything and try to abandon her seven emotions and six desires as Venerable Jing Qing said, she just subconsciously thought: “Venerable Jing Qing said that one cannot directly leap into this sea of consciousness, but rather, one must merge into it, so does this also mean that Divine Consciousness and the Sea of Consciousness, by nature, can be merged? The difference only lies in the fact that some people have mastered the way of fusion, but others have never been able to get the hang of it?”
Thinking of this, Nai Nai Zi’s heart suddenly stirred, “The Sea of Consciousness is within my body, within my Violet Mansion, so it should know me the best, it must know that it is impossible for me to abandon my seven emotions and six desires, and if this is the case and it still requires me to abandon my seven emotions and six desires in order to merge with it, then that in itself becomes an unsolvable paradox… …”
“Does this mean that there is no chance at all for my divine sense to merge with it?”
“If that were the case, it would be impossible for me to achieve enlightenment in this lifetime.”
Right at this moment, Nanako’s divine sense once again fell into that silent and picturesque sea of consciousness.
The powerful impact smashed her divine sense into the depths of the Sea of Consciousness alive, and also caused Nai Nai Zi’s divine sense to suffer a heavy blow once again, and her entire divine sense had lost half of its power to resist.
Then, the enormous pressure of the Sea of Consciousness swept over again, wrapping her divine sense to rush towards the surface of the sea.
Ito Naiko was a bit desperate at this time, it was not that two failures had made her give up, it was just that she knew herself, in her heart, even if she could let go of her mother who had passed away, and her father who had already recovered his health and was enjoying his old age peacefully, it was impossible for her to let go of Ye Chen.
Her new life is given by Ye Chen.
At this moment, although she was still being pushed towards the surface by the Sea of Consciousness, for the first time, she had the heart to struggle against it.
Her divine sense couldn’t help but meditate, ”If I am never able to achieve enlightenment, then there will be a day when I die, death is not scary, my mother passed away a long time ago, and my father will also leave this world before me, what about Ye Chen Jun? Someone has to accompany him on his journey, right? If so, then I hope the person who accompanies him on his journey is me!”
At this thought, her divine sense could not help but become agitated, and while she struggled and tried to dive deeper to counter the buoyancy of the Sea of Consciousness, she exclaimed in her subconscious, “I know! I know that Ye Chenjun is a married man, and I also know that falling in love with a married man is shameful and morally deficient, but I just love him deeply, and I can’t stop loving him deeply no matter what!”
“I can’t destroy Ye Chenjun’s marriage and family, but I don’t want to give up the chance to make things right with him, it’s just as contradictory as you need me to abandon my seven emotions and six desires, which I simply can’t do!”
“However, there is still a chance to resolve all these contradictions, if you and I can become one and allow me to succeed in enlightenment, then I will also have the chance to seek a longer life, as long as I can live, I can keep waiting, whether it’s eighty years or one hundred years, or even two hundred years I don’t care!”
“So don’t even think about pushing me out!”
In a flash, Nanako fought to swim towards the depths of the Sea of Consciousness despite everything.
In order to resist the omnipresent buoyancy of the Sea of Consciousness, Nanako used up almost all of her energy to fight against it, she was like a marathon runner who had used up all of her strength in a race, mechanically stepping forward when her legs had lost all of their stamina and she couldn’t even stand up.