Never Say Never Chapter 11-12

Chapter 11

When I came to Lu Xinran’s ward, she was already asleep, and there was a middle-aged woman in the ward, a nurse Fu Shenyan had found.


After leaving the hospital, I took a taxi directly back to the villa.


After a night of tossing and turning, it was already early in the morning when I returned to the villa.


I was awakened by the strong smell of cigarette smoke, and vaguely saw a dark figure sitting beside the bed, I was startled for a moment, and only after I was awake for a few minutes did I see that it was Fu Shen Yan.


I don’t know when he came back, the bedroom was covered in thick smoke, the doors and windows were closed, and he still had a burning cigarette between his long fingers, I don’t know how much he had smoked, but judging from this, it must have been a few.


“You’re back.” I spoke, sitting up straight and looking up at him.


He never smoked, and now that he was blatantly smoking so much in his bedroom, he figured something was up.


He didn’t say anything, just a pair of dark eyes that fell on me, so deep and bottomless that I couldn’t penetrate them, and the smell of smoke in the room was so strong that I couldn’t breathe a little, so I lifted the covers off the bed and went to open the window.


He was sitting on the sofa, and as he pa*sed him, he reached out fiercely and pulled me into his arms, then his hands circled me tightly, with a force so tight it was frightening.


“Fu Shen Yan!” Although I didn’t know why he was suddenly like this, I really didn’t like the smell of smoke all over him and struggled a few times, but he wouldn’t let go.


I quieted down and looked back at him, “You’ve been drinking?” I hadn’t noticed earlier, but now that I was closer to him I realized he smelled strongly of alcohol.


“Don’t you hate me?” He came out cold, confusing me a little, and looked at him to see his brow furrowed and a fine scruff around his thin lips, probably too busy for him to deal with lately.


“Hate!” I replied, reaching out to break his hand that was circling me, trying to break free of his embrace, but he seemed determined, holding on for dear life.


I was a little confused by this and looked to him, “Fu Shen Yan, what’s wrong with you?”


“Will you take it back?” His dark eyes fell on me, perhaps because he was drunk, his eyes were a bit misty.


I didn’t know what he was talking about for a moment and wondered, “Take back what?”


He looked at me and said no more, his big palm exploring up, and naturally I knew what he was going to do.


Out of instinct I pressed his hand and wrinkled my brows, “Fu Shen Yan, I’m Shen Shu, not Lu Xinran, look clearly.”


He didn’t say anything, he picked me up directly, and his kisses swept in with the smell of alcohol, sharp and fierce.


“Fu Shen Yan, I’m Shen Shu! Look clearly.” I broke down a little and cupped my hands around his face, trying to make him see me clearly.


He looked at me steadily for a few seconds with a slight weariness in his brow, and then faintly spat out one word, “Hm!” Then he pulled off the only material I had on.


His jacket was left at the foot of the bed, and the only white shirt he had was ripped away from him.


While he was unbuckling his belt, I violently pushed him off the bed, pulled the quilt over my body and wrapped it around me, looking at him, “Fu Shen Yan, you’re drunk.”


After saying that, I went straight out of the bedroom.


After changing my clothes, I went out, staying here, I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to keep this child.


Chapter 12

So many things have happened recently that I didn’t know how to deal with them, so I went straight to Muzi.


The Time Bar.


It was still early and not many people came here. Muzi ordered a C*cktail and handed it to me, “Why are you here at this time? Did you have a problem?”


I shook my head slightly, put the C*cktail down and looked at her, “Nothing much, I came to sit with you.”


“Did Fu Shen Yan bully you again?” If you really can’t live with him, you should get a divorce. Why keep an ice sculpture for the rest of your life, aren’t you tired?”


The company’s main business is to provide a wide range of products and services to the public.


I handed her the ultrasound sheet in my bag, and I said a little helplessly, “Even if I look beautiful and have a good body, if I carry a dragging bottle, what kind of man do you think can accept it?”


She snatched the ultrasound sheet out of my hand, looked at it carefully and then looked at me with wide eyes and said, “Six weeks? Didn’t you and Fu Shenyan have no skin-to-skin contact? How did the baby come?”


“Remember the day last month when I was drunk and Fu Shen Yan came to pick me up?” Snatching the list out of her hand, I spoke.


Her eyes widened, surprised and speechless, and she said half-heartedly, “What are you going to do now?”


I shook my head, having come this far, I was confused too.


“Fight it out!” Woody spoke up, “You and Fu Shen Yan were not meant to go all the way, the old man is gone now, you’re going to have trouble sooner or later if you keep this child, why not fight it, you and Fu Shen Yan divorce, life is so long, you can’t just love one person for the rest of your life.”


I wandered off a bit, looking at the growing number of people in the bar, I looked to Muzi, “Go entertain the customers, I’ll stay here.”


Seeing that I couldn’t listen to a word, she stopped talking and gave me a blank look, replacing the C*cktail she had originally offered me with juice.


The night was getting late and the bar was getting lively. Muzi was too busy to pay attention to me, so I found a corner to sit and stare.


As I watched the men and women pa*sing under the lights, I was lost in thought for a while.


When something happened at the bar, I didn’t react for a while, but only when the ear-splitting screams and noises came did I snap back to attention.


I didn’t know when a couple of punks had come into the bar and were surrounding Muzi, but the customers who had come had all left and the loud music had been turned off.


I was sitting in the corner, the light was low, so it was not easy to be seen. I saw that Muzi was surrounded by a few punks, some of whom were carrying sticks in their hands.


They were all carrying sticks in their hands. At a glance, I could tell that they were here to pick a fight, but Muzi was calm enough to look at them and say, “Are you here for trouble or for fun?”


“I’m here to pick a fight, little lady, you have the guts to play with us?” The lead punk opened his mouth and reached out to touch Muzi’s face with a bad smile on his face.


“Pah!” Before the salty hand could touch Muzi, I smashed it away with the orange juice cup in my hand.


Suddenly smashed into his hand, the punk covered his arm in pain and shouted, “Who smashed the old man?”


“Me!” Getting up from my seat, I walked between a few people and looked at Muzi to see her looking at me with some concern and said, “Why are you still here?”


I was speechless, it seemed that this one had just thought I had left.


I gave her a blank look and said, “If I’m not here, where am I?”


“Stupid!” Muzi threw me a word and shielded me behind her, whispering, “When the fight starts, you should find a chance to slip away.”


Knowing that she was worried about me, I didn’t say much and just looked at the punks who had just been smashed and said, “Is it appropriate for a few grown men to bully a little girl?”